Wednesday, March 30, 2005
no real update.
life's been a bitch.
not only for me.
boring boring boring.
nothing to update.
boring.
so bored.
tried installing gta vice city again to play but since life is a bitch, it cldnt be installed properly and therefore, i cant play it.
maybe i'll try installing maple or gunbound or conquer.
nahh.
sick of em.
a few days ago, i read my chat logs dated back to february last year.
lots of things have changed.
and tht is an understatement.
yesterday, i was so uber bored.
i took a coin and attempted to flip it over my fingers like balthazaar did in 'constantine'.
used a huge 50 malaysian cent coin.
bigger thn our 50 cent coin.
thn used e malaysian 20 cent coin coz i dropped n lost e 50cent coin.
it is a lil bigger thn singapore's 20 cent coin.
n thn i lost it again.
took e last malaysian 20cent coin.
now i can do it quite smoothly on e right hand.
now doin it wif my left hand.
haizz.
zzz.
sianz.
b-zzz.
whn in e freaking hell is e bloody enrolment package coming?!?!
damnit.
liars.
they said e package wld come soon after e jae results' letter.
*hmpf
moe.
hw can u trust em?
baka baka baka.
after a week of no naruto anime [last week],
there's gna be a one-hr special this week.
moz prolly gonna come out subbed tmr.
hopefully.
outz.
life's been a bitch.
not only for me.
boring boring boring.
nothing to update.
boring.
so bored.
tried installing gta vice city again to play but since life is a bitch, it cldnt be installed properly and therefore, i cant play it.
maybe i'll try installing maple or gunbound or conquer.
nahh.
sick of em.
a few days ago, i read my chat logs dated back to february last year.
lots of things have changed.
and tht is an understatement.
yesterday, i was so uber bored.
i took a coin and attempted to flip it over my fingers like balthazaar did in 'constantine'.
used a huge 50 malaysian cent coin.
bigger thn our 50 cent coin.
thn used e malaysian 20 cent coin coz i dropped n lost e 50cent coin.
it is a lil bigger thn singapore's 20 cent coin.
n thn i lost it again.
took e last malaysian 20cent coin.
now i can do it quite smoothly on e right hand.
now doin it wif my left hand.
haizz.
zzz.
sianz.
b-zzz.
whn in e freaking hell is e bloody enrolment package coming?!?!
damnit.
liars.
they said e package wld come soon after e jae results' letter.
*hmpf
moe.
hw can u trust em?
baka baka baka.
after a week of no naruto anime [last week],
there's gna be a one-hr special this week.
moz prolly gonna come out subbed tmr.
hopefully.
outz.
++ posted by Hans @ 9:15 pm |
Sunday, March 27, 2005
sometyms, things do not happen hw u wnt it to be.
agree?
i do.
to a certain extent.
actually, to me, NOTHING happens e way i wnt it to be.
even if i ask just a little bit.
not much.
sometyms u juz cant help being pessimistic.
maybe coz thr's nothing positive to think abt.
if u see sumone u knw smwhr, bt e person did not see u, dont bother to go say hi.
not even to msg e person.
nt worth it to waste even one sms coz e person wont even reply.
maybe if u were to greet e person, e person wld not even see u even if u're in her/his face.
if u tried calling and msging someone for one whole day n he or she does nt reply, thn juz gif up.
dn msg or call e person again unless thr's a reason behind e 'ignorance'.
u wna knw hw my week went?
those 3 paragraphs summed it all.
luckily they did nt happen all in a day.
they say i shld appreciate wht i have.
ya.. i appreciate all e ignorance tht i've received.
thank u.
agree?
i do.
to a certain extent.
actually, to me, NOTHING happens e way i wnt it to be.
even if i ask just a little bit.
not much.
sometyms u juz cant help being pessimistic.
maybe coz thr's nothing positive to think abt.
if u see sumone u knw smwhr, bt e person did not see u, dont bother to go say hi.
not even to msg e person.
nt worth it to waste even one sms coz e person wont even reply.
maybe if u were to greet e person, e person wld not even see u even if u're in her/his face.
if u tried calling and msging someone for one whole day n he or she does nt reply, thn juz gif up.
dn msg or call e person again unless thr's a reason behind e 'ignorance'.
u wna knw hw my week went?
those 3 paragraphs summed it all.
luckily they did nt happen all in a day.
they say i shld appreciate wht i have.
ya.. i appreciate all e ignorance tht i've received.
thank u.
++ posted by Hans @ 12:29 pm |
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
aight.
replace e usage of 'deprove' with worsen.
its more anglicized.
hm.
i have a confession to make.
I MISS SCHOOL!!!!
im gna miss it sooo much!
im gna miss wearing a uniform.
im gna miss all my friends going to other institutes.
im gna miss all my friends frm peirce.
im gna miss all e good times spent with e SHHT in skool.
im gna miss e good times spent with e SHHT + other cliques/peeps.
im gna miss staying back late in school till it closes.
im gna miss playing in skool.
im gna miss camping in skool.
im gna miss coming back to skool during e holidays for no particular reason.
im gna miss running away from teachers.
im gna miss clicking with everyone in skool.
im gna miss a whole lot more!
haizz...
but to think again..
i can meet up with my friends during free time.
i can visit skool during free time.
and from those, i can fulfill most of what im gna miss.
altho i can nvr get everything, i hafta move on.
i cant stay somewhere forever.
this time, im not gna make e same mistakes again.
im gna try my very best to be optimistic.
oh btw, im gna do ecc at sp.
electronics, computer n communication engineering.
sucha long name.
thts y i prefer saying ecc.
too bad nt everyone knws e acronym.
oh well.
cya'all.
Simple Plan - Welcome to my Life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just dont belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you dont know what its like
When nothing feels alright
You dont know what its like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you dont know what its like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you dont know what its like
When nothing feels alright
You dont know what its like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you dont know what its like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think Im happy
But Im not gonna be ok!
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You dont know what its like
What its like!
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you dont know what its like (what its like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you dont know what its like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
replace e usage of 'deprove' with worsen.
its more anglicized.
hm.
i have a confession to make.
I MISS SCHOOL!!!!
im gna miss it sooo much!
im gna miss wearing a uniform.
im gna miss all my friends going to other institutes.
im gna miss all my friends frm peirce.
im gna miss all e good times spent with e SHHT in skool.
im gna miss e good times spent with e SHHT + other cliques/peeps.
im gna miss staying back late in school till it closes.
im gna miss playing in skool.
im gna miss camping in skool.
im gna miss coming back to skool during e holidays for no particular reason.
im gna miss running away from teachers.
im gna miss clicking with everyone in skool.
im gna miss a whole lot more!
haizz...
but to think again..
i can meet up with my friends during free time.
i can visit skool during free time.
and from those, i can fulfill most of what im gna miss.
altho i can nvr get everything, i hafta move on.
i cant stay somewhere forever.
this time, im not gna make e same mistakes again.
im gna try my very best to be optimistic.
oh btw, im gna do ecc at sp.
electronics, computer n communication engineering.
sucha long name.
thts y i prefer saying ecc.
too bad nt everyone knws e acronym.
oh well.
cya'all.
Simple Plan - Welcome to my Life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just dont belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you dont know what its like
When nothing feels alright
You dont know what its like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you dont know what its like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you dont know what its like
When nothing feels alright
You dont know what its like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you dont know what its like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think Im happy
But Im not gonna be ok!
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You dont know what its like
What its like!
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you dont know what its like (what its like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you dont know what its like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
++ posted by Hans @ 8:09 am |
1 Comments:
-
At 11:35 am,
said...
-
Hey everyone! Cool site! The customer support seems good and the technology jobs are endless. Maybe I will have a better directmatch searching for human resources
since my keyword "customer care jobs" did not fit as intended.
Glad I found you! Keep on keepin on!
Sunday, March 20, 2005
im having doubts as to keeping my hair long or short.
i still haf them aft having my hair cut.
its nw short.
nt very short bt short enuff.
i feel weird with this thing on my head.
my hair, tht is.
feel like thr's nth thr at all.
usually i can see some strands dangling and covering my eyes and stuff.
nw, e wind blows n i practically feel nth at all.
if i keep it short, it will be wild.
i mean, spikes here n thr.
i so dn feel like me at all.
bt whn i leave it long, e style wun be wild and like its juz e im-chillin style.
i dno.
i dno wt im crappin abt.
haizz.
we'll see wt happens.
anwz.
td is a very uneventful day.
i woke up it was7, i waited till 11 12.
watched a lil tee vee.
thn cant rmb wt i did nxt.
oh ya!
i swept e hse.
hahh.
sheesh.
so much for having an uneventful day.
showered, used e comp.
hmm..
nth to say.
random stuff.
u knw, eat, drink, stare, surf e net n stuff.
ohh ohh n i changed e blogskin.
mm-hmmh.
obviously.
muaha.
transfered sm stuff frm dis comp to e other.
dis comp has very limited harddisk space u c..
so yah.
u can call e other one a 'store'.
i dn rly use tht comp cuz it sux.
juz store things thr.
dis one is sucky as well bt better performing.
I WANT A NEW COMP!!!
OR A LAPTOP!!!
yo dad.
u hear me?!?
i hope whn i get to poly, getting a personal laptop is compulsory.
YA!!
haizz.
cant wait to go back to skool.
i mean, start skooling.
even tho e environment n e 'govt' is very much different thn wt ive experienced.
jogging tmr!!!
hmm...
i mustnt let e deprovement [nt sure if thr's such a word] bring me down.
im gna move till i rise up.
well.
ya.
hmm.
mm k.
thts all.
n i blogged in a record 10mins!
lol.
nvr blogged so fast b4.
ahakZ.
aight.
im gone.
tatZ.
i still haf them aft having my hair cut.
its nw short.
nt very short bt short enuff.
i feel weird with this thing on my head.
my hair, tht is.
feel like thr's nth thr at all.
usually i can see some strands dangling and covering my eyes and stuff.
nw, e wind blows n i practically feel nth at all.
if i keep it short, it will be wild.
i mean, spikes here n thr.
i so dn feel like me at all.
bt whn i leave it long, e style wun be wild and like its juz e im-chillin style.
i dno.
i dno wt im crappin abt.
haizz.
we'll see wt happens.
anwz.
td is a very uneventful day.
i woke up it was
watched a lil tee vee.
thn cant rmb wt i did nxt.
oh ya!
i swept e hse.
hahh.
sheesh.
so much for having an uneventful day.
showered, used e comp.
hmm..
nth to say.
random stuff.
u knw, eat, drink, stare, surf e net n stuff.
ohh ohh n i changed e blogskin.
mm-hmmh.
obviously.
muaha.
transfered sm stuff frm dis comp to e other.
dis comp has very limited harddisk space u c..
so yah.
u can call e other one a 'store'.
i dn rly use tht comp cuz it sux.
juz store things thr.
dis one is sucky as well bt better performing.
I WANT A NEW COMP!!!
OR A LAPTOP!!!
yo dad.
u hear me?!?
i hope whn i get to poly, getting a personal laptop is compulsory.
YA!!
haizz.
cant wait to go back to skool.
i mean, start skooling.
even tho e environment n e 'govt' is very much different thn wt ive experienced.
jogging tmr!!!
hmm...
i mustnt let e deprovement [nt sure if thr's such a word] bring me down.
im gna move till i rise up.
well.
ya.
hmm.
mm k.
thts all.
n i blogged in a record 10mins!
lol.
nvr blogged so fast b4.
ahakZ.
aight.
im gone.
tatZ.
++ posted by Hans @ 8:32 pm |
Thursday, March 17, 2005
depressed.
found out i got shitty 2.4 timing.
12mins.
took 13 secs for 100m sprint.
damn fucked up.
super demoralising.
feel like ive got nth else to lose.
haizz.
of course i cant get depressed frm juz tht.
thr r other reasons too.
but im still searchg for thm.
u can say im in a mood swing.
++ posted by Hans @ 11:50 pm |
Sunday, March 13, 2005
kinda like neglecting e blog again.
haizz.
juz dn feel like blogging.
life feels so different.
so brand new.
i havent even step into my new life yet n im alrd feeling e difference.
must be e preparation.
hm.
im lazy to blog.
but since ive nt been doing so for a several days alrd, i guess i'd blog a bit.
went to swim on e table at amk snookerium.
haaZ.
another way of me saying playing pool.
mm-hmmh.
played for arnd 3 hrs.
put, hongyi, meng, dale n me.
haizz.
thts it i guess.
thr's quite a lot more to blog abt but im stoppin here.
im nt in e mood.
brrr.
feel like doing some tricking/breaking/parkour/wtv.
hmm.
but at tis time of nite and all, i guess not.
aight im outz.
haizz.
juz dn feel like blogging.
life feels so different.
so brand new.
i havent even step into my new life yet n im alrd feeling e difference.
must be e preparation.
hm.
im lazy to blog.
but since ive nt been doing so for a several days alrd, i guess i'd blog a bit.
went to swim on e table at amk snookerium.
haaZ.
another way of me saying playing pool.
mm-hmmh.
played for arnd 3 hrs.
put, hongyi, meng, dale n me.
haizz.
thts it i guess.
thr's quite a lot more to blog abt but im stoppin here.
im nt in e mood.
brrr.
feel like doing some tricking/breaking/parkour/wtv.
hmm.
but at tis time of nite and all, i guess not.
aight im outz.
++ posted by Hans @ 9:29 pm |
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
hahh.
one mat frm bpss thought i had tapered pants.
HAHH.
feels so great.
every drop of my sweat excreted feels like vanishing stress.
did 2 rnds arnd bp this morning.
took 40mins.
haaZ.
thought i cldnt make 2 rnds but i did.
oh wells.
feels great.
excellent.
brilliant.
phewh.
i shld do this more often.
maybe tmr.
heh.
aft cooling down, i walked bak hm as usual.
thn i walked past tis bpss guy.
estimated to be sec 2 or 3 coz he had e new sch u n doesnt look too young.
he had tapered pants and had his shirt buttoned to e top.
i was minding my own business, walking and looking down on e grnd.
which is wht i usually do most of e time while walking.
thn at e corner of my eye, i saw him looking down at my feet area.
apparently, my pants [i was wearing trackpants] were quite small.
my pants had tis zipper at e bottom.
i din zip tho.
but it was as tho i had tapered pants.
imagine if i zipped.
i wld really look like a mat.
awful.
nahh.
cant be coz it wld be too tight and e zip will unzip again.
wakakaka.
wht a lame and stupid evaluation.
tis is wht happens whn u're relieved from a shitload of stress.
u become crazy.
hongyi!!
tell me e trip to e gym is still on.
i wanna work out!
muahaha.
cant let all my mates in skool exercise while i slack and stone at hm and fall waaay behind.
aight im gone.
tatZ.
one mat frm bpss thought i had tapered pants.
HAHH.
feels so great.
every drop of my sweat excreted feels like vanishing stress.
did 2 rnds arnd bp this morning.
took 40mins.
haaZ.
thought i cldnt make 2 rnds but i did.
oh wells.
feels great.
excellent.
brilliant.
phewh.
i shld do this more often.
maybe tmr.
heh.
aft cooling down, i walked bak hm as usual.
thn i walked past tis bpss guy.
estimated to be sec 2 or 3 coz he had e new sch u n doesnt look too young.
he had tapered pants and had his shirt buttoned to e top.
i was minding my own business, walking and looking down on e grnd.
which is wht i usually do most of e time while walking.
thn at e corner of my eye, i saw him looking down at my feet area.
apparently, my pants [i was wearing trackpants] were quite small.
my pants had tis zipper at e bottom.
i din zip tho.
but it was as tho i had tapered pants.
imagine if i zipped.
i wld really look like a mat.
awful.
nahh.
cant be coz it wld be too tight and e zip will unzip again.
wakakaka.
wht a lame and stupid evaluation.
tis is wht happens whn u're relieved from a shitload of stress.
u become crazy.
hongyi!!
tell me e trip to e gym is still on.
i wanna work out!
muahaha.
cant let all my mates in skool exercise while i slack and stone at hm and fall waaay behind.
aight im gone.
tatZ.
++ posted by Hans @ 7:24 am |
Monday, March 07, 2005
ive been kinda neglecting to blog due to several reasons.
n i cant figure the reasons out.
weird huh?
maybe its juz stupid.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEAN.
anw,
e morning person is back.
took me a few weeks.
yes, a few weeks.
i tried waking myself up in e mornings.
using alarm of course.
everytime i woke up, i stared into nothingness and eventually fell asleep again.
this time, i've decided to wake up and sit up.
and so i did and here i am.
like finally.
no more waking up late in e afternoons.
actually all these had a purpose of going for my morning jogs.
today, too.
but today, i have muscle aches on both legs and a backache tht suddenly appeared juz recently.
brrr..
sucks to be me.
n i cant figure the reasons out.
weird huh?
maybe its juz stupid.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEAN.
anw,
e morning person is back.
took me a few weeks.
yes, a few weeks.
i tried waking myself up in e mornings.
using alarm of course.
everytime i woke up, i stared into nothingness and eventually fell asleep again.
this time, i've decided to wake up and sit up.
and so i did and here i am.
like finally.
no more waking up late in e afternoons.
actually all these had a purpose of going for my morning jogs.
today, too.
but today, i have muscle aches on both legs and a backache tht suddenly appeared juz recently.
brrr..
sucks to be me.
++ posted by Hans @ 5:43 am |
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
This is to certify that MR MOHAMMAD HANIF B SUANDY has been a student of this school since 01/01/2001. He sat for the Singapore-Cambridge GCE 'O' Level Examination in November-December 2004.
Hanif is a quiet and unassuming student. Being amiable and even-tempered, he is able to relate well with his peers.
An intelligent young man, Hanif's potential is not always reflected in his academic results. He has been attentive in class and has a positive and independent attitude towards his work. Though his results in the preliminary examinations were merely average, he is expected to perform better in the coming national examinations.
In Co-curricular activities, Hanif was a responsible and dedicated worker of the IT-Media Club, rendering his knowledge and services with regards to IT to various school events such as the daily Assembly Programme, Annual Speech Day and National Day Celebrations just to name a few.
Besides displaying his dedication to his CCA, Hanif was also an active participant in the school's annual Sports Day, taking part in various competitive events.
Given the positivie attributes mentioned above, Hanif should do well in whatever he sets his mind on.
right.
who wants ta buy tht crap.
ok fine.
lets analyse that.
im bored.
first paragraph. i did sit for e o lvls.
mm-hmmh.
i guess u guys can agree to tht.
2nd para.
quiet and unassuming.
yeh im quiet at times.
and i dun assume.
amiable and even-tempered...
amiable.. i guess..
even-tempered?
if u piss me off, im not.
but if u show me how badly ive done for my academics, i am.
3rd para.
2nd word: intelligent.
now i wld wanna slash tht.
but to think again, i am quite intelligent.
no im nt bragging.
juz tht i dont use my intelligence.
i push it aside.
so u can replace tht with dumb and stubborn.
my potential is not always in my academics.
damn right.
attentive in cls?
no.
positive n independent attitude towards work?
no.
i always wldnt wanna give a shht abt work.
my prelim results were merely average?
thr're shit compared to dung.
wht u expect?
expected to perform better in o's?
well, i did.
improved by 2 grades.
which is still as shitty.
4th para.
responsible n dedicated IT/Media Club member.
im dedicated in a sense tht i always nose in every event.
responsible... i dn knw abt tht.
5th paragraph.
no comments on tht.
i am, afterall, a sports/athletic person.
b-zzzz....
sianz.
everyone has things on.
meng workg, lucius workg[ithink], dale's out, gabe's sleepg, put skooling.
and im left here alone.
poly here i come.
ima haf to work xtra xtra hard to get into e U.
top 5% aint some shiet.
out of 320, i haf to be in top 16.
wish me luck.
woot.
Hanif is a quiet and unassuming student. Being amiable and even-tempered, he is able to relate well with his peers.
An intelligent young man, Hanif's potential is not always reflected in his academic results. He has been attentive in class and has a positive and independent attitude towards his work. Though his results in the preliminary examinations were merely average, he is expected to perform better in the coming national examinations.
In Co-curricular activities, Hanif was a responsible and dedicated worker of the IT-Media Club, rendering his knowledge and services with regards to IT to various school events such as the daily Assembly Programme, Annual Speech Day and National Day Celebrations just to name a few.
Besides displaying his dedication to his CCA, Hanif was also an active participant in the school's annual Sports Day, taking part in various competitive events.
Given the positivie attributes mentioned above, Hanif should do well in whatever he sets his mind on.
right.
who wants ta buy tht crap.
ok fine.
lets analyse that.
im bored.
first paragraph. i did sit for e o lvls.
mm-hmmh.
i guess u guys can agree to tht.
2nd para.
quiet and unassuming.
yeh im quiet at times.
and i dun assume.
amiable and even-tempered...
amiable.. i guess..
even-tempered?
if u piss me off, im not.
but if u show me how badly ive done for my academics, i am.
3rd para.
2nd word: intelligent.
now i wld wanna slash tht.
but to think again, i am quite intelligent.
no im nt bragging.
juz tht i dont use my intelligence.
i push it aside.
so u can replace tht with dumb and stubborn.
my potential is not always in my academics.
damn right.
attentive in cls?
no.
positive n independent attitude towards work?
no.
i always wldnt wanna give a shht abt work.
my prelim results were merely average?
thr're shit compared to dung.
wht u expect?
expected to perform better in o's?
well, i did.
improved by 2 grades.
which is still as shitty.
4th para.
responsible n dedicated IT/Media Club member.
im dedicated in a sense tht i always nose in every event.
responsible... i dn knw abt tht.
5th paragraph.
no comments on tht.
i am, afterall, a sports/athletic person.
b-zzzz....
sianz.
everyone has things on.
meng workg, lucius workg[ithink], dale's out, gabe's sleepg, put skooling.
and im left here alone.
poly here i come.
ima haf to work xtra xtra hard to get into e U.
top 5% aint some shiet.
out of 320, i haf to be in top 16.
wish me luck.
woot.
++ posted by Hans @ 2:13 pm |
0 Comments:
Post a Comment