Sunday, August 29, 2004
i am here to fill up the spaces that were left out during
my few days' leave. right.
its for my leg's sake. i'll lose it if i dont update.
i now have an mp3 player. woo-hoooo~!
credits to dale especially, gabe and meng.
dale wants it as a farewell present to me and
im not quite sure what sort of farewell. hmm.
dale paid 4 batmans. gabe paid 1 batman and
i paid 5 robins. yahh. if you get what i mean.
if you dont then... just be grateful that i have an
mp3 player that i can use to help me concentrate
better on studying. ahakZ. whoopie~
oh yah. and to eemeng for coming along. shiabahhh! [????]
had madrasah just now. was quite ok. i find it benefitial.
in some ways. yah.
Social Studies Preliminary Examinations tomorrow.
and i have not even studied one bit. 20 hours will not
allow me to complete everything. im officially screwed.
for Social Studies that is. i've still got around 1 or 2 weeks
till the real deal begins. English language prelim is on
Saturday next week. maybe i'll screw my Social Studies
but i still have hope left for the rest of the papers. i have
hope! oh, did i mention sitting for exam in PE attire?!?!
ahakZ. wth??
now, i'll wait for the squid to be deliciously edible and
see if the dudes are going to study in the library or something.
or else, i'll just go to my room and mug my SS with virtual
music environment. +grinZ+
ttfn. ta ta for now.
my few days' leave. right.
its for my leg's sake. i'll lose it if i dont update.
i now have an mp3 player. woo-hoooo~!
credits to dale especially, gabe and meng.
dale wants it as a farewell present to me and
im not quite sure what sort of farewell. hmm.
dale paid 4 batmans. gabe paid 1 batman and
i paid 5 robins. yahh. if you get what i mean.
if you dont then... just be grateful that i have an
mp3 player that i can use to help me concentrate
better on studying. ahakZ. whoopie~
oh yah. and to eemeng for coming along. shiabahhh! [????]
had madrasah just now. was quite ok. i find it benefitial.
in some ways. yah.
Social Studies Preliminary Examinations tomorrow.
and i have not even studied one bit. 20 hours will not
allow me to complete everything. im officially screwed.
for Social Studies that is. i've still got around 1 or 2 weeks
till the real deal begins. English language prelim is on
Saturday next week. maybe i'll screw my Social Studies
but i still have hope left for the rest of the papers. i have
hope! oh, did i mention sitting for exam in PE attire?!?!
ahakZ. wth??
now, i'll wait for the squid to be deliciously edible and
see if the dudes are going to study in the library or something.
or else, i'll just go to my room and mug my SS with virtual
music environment. +grinZ+
ttfn. ta ta for now.
++ posted by Hans @ 12:20 pm |
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
hans failed his first ever e maths exam [mock].
i think its a sign. how can i fail my best subject even tho
by half a mark?!
u r seriously screwed hans.
tht does it. hanif is gna help hans work his ass.
gna stop blogging fer some time. nt lyk anyone
reads. but thn again, blogs r nt onli for others to
read but for the person who blogs to sorta destress.
aight aight. chem prelim prac tmr. bye.
i think its a sign. how can i fail my best subject even tho
by half a mark?!
u r seriously screwed hans.
tht does it. hanif is gna help hans work his ass.
gna stop blogging fer some time. nt lyk anyone
reads. but thn again, blogs r nt onli for others to
read but for the person who blogs to sorta destress.
aight aight. chem prelim prac tmr. bye.
++ posted by Hans @ 9:46 pm |
Monday, August 23, 2004
yoyoyo.
today was fine. had cls photo-taking. changed into cls tee
for informal photo. we had to change in double quick time.
we had to wear on.
i however had already worn it inside my uniform. veri
uncomfortable but i got used to it soon after.
well, at least this yr im nt the first guy. heh. +grinZ+
after tht, din change. wore it till i went hme. i got to
roam arnd sch during MT period. lolZ. since im nt
retaking mly, i haf free time. it was last period. i went
to the canteen n saw all the lower secondary n sec 3 & 4
Ns. drank a bit n stuff n went to atrium. walked arnd summore.
generally, i roamed arnd sch at tht period.
had phy remedial after sch. was thinkin of skippin it. but
din. i kinda tricked wilson into skipping. ahakZ.
he wnted to skip. so did i. so we went. budden, after
stoning wif rahimi n crapped wif him ever-so-much,
we din know wht to do. so he went hme n i went for
remedial.
we were dismissed earlier.
mr chan has gone for re-service n mr tan has taken over.
i went straight hme.
im eating my mcchicken meal. yumm.
physics prac prelim exam tmr. sumhow, i feel the chills
abt the prelims. like im nt ready for it. nvr felt
like this b4. nt even during PSLE. hpe i dun cock-up.
wht u said tht time made me angry. u made an assumption tht is way out of reality. i noe its ur opinion but i think such opinions r best to b kept to urself.
if u wna assume tht i lyk someone else as well, at least say someone more 'realistic'. saying her is like saying tht u lyk ur own brother. come on. i thot u knew better. this small thing has made me avoid u till now. n our friendship has nt been tht good even b4 tht. u know it too rite? admit it. we juz cant go on lyk dis. thrs no use having such things whn u dun rly appreciate thm.
rmb saying tht u wnted to back out? well, u changed ur mind thn. but now, i think we shld back out. we treat each other like anyone else n tht we dun rly get along tht well. i admit tht i get very irritated by ur sarcasm n all. we shld juz concentrate on lessons in cls n nt disturb each other. so... later.. fren.
u shld noe hu u r. i hpe ur reading this. i wun b telling
u straight 2 ur face or even write to u. im juz gna pretend
as how we were during the lower secondary yrs.
strangers.
im finally gaining control over myself. as in, at the
stage in which i dun rly think abt her much. m glad.
but am confused y i m glad abt it. m also still confused
y i lyk her soo much. sheesh.
im gone. cya'all.
today was fine. had cls photo-taking. changed into cls tee
for informal photo. we had to change in double quick time.
we had to wear on.
i however had already worn it inside my uniform. veri
uncomfortable but i got used to it soon after.
well, at least this yr im nt the first guy. heh. +grinZ+
after tht, din change. wore it till i went hme. i got to
roam arnd sch during MT period. lolZ. since im nt
retaking mly, i haf free time. it was last period. i went
to the canteen n saw all the lower secondary n sec 3 & 4
Ns. drank a bit n stuff n went to atrium. walked arnd summore.
generally, i roamed arnd sch at tht period.
had phy remedial after sch. was thinkin of skippin it. but
din. i kinda tricked wilson into skipping. ahakZ.
he wnted to skip. so did i. so we went. budden, after
stoning wif rahimi n crapped wif him ever-so-much,
we din know wht to do. so he went hme n i went for
remedial.
we were dismissed earlier.
mr chan has gone for re-service n mr tan has taken over.
i went straight hme.
im eating my mcchicken meal. yumm.
physics prac prelim exam tmr. sumhow, i feel the chills
abt the prelims. like im nt ready for it. nvr felt
like this b4. nt even during PSLE. hpe i dun cock-up.
wht u said tht time made me angry. u made an assumption tht is way out of reality. i noe its ur opinion but i think such opinions r best to b kept to urself.
if u wna assume tht i lyk someone else as well, at least say someone more 'realistic'. saying her is like saying tht u lyk ur own brother. come on. i thot u knew better. this small thing has made me avoid u till now. n our friendship has nt been tht good even b4 tht. u know it too rite? admit it. we juz cant go on lyk dis. thrs no use having such things whn u dun rly appreciate thm.
rmb saying tht u wnted to back out? well, u changed ur mind thn. but now, i think we shld back out. we treat each other like anyone else n tht we dun rly get along tht well. i admit tht i get very irritated by ur sarcasm n all. we shld juz concentrate on lessons in cls n nt disturb each other. so... later.. fren.
u shld noe hu u r. i hpe ur reading this. i wun b telling
u straight 2 ur face or even write to u. im juz gna pretend
as how we were during the lower secondary yrs.
strangers.
im finally gaining control over myself. as in, at the
stage in which i dun rly think abt her much. m glad.
but am confused y i m glad abt it. m also still confused
y i lyk her soo much. sheesh.
im gone. cya'all.
++ posted by Hans @ 6:30 pm |
Saturday, August 21, 2004
dumbshit. woke up early in the morning. n went back
to slp. woke up again n checked tht i woke up later
thn i wnted to. looked for the alarm clock. tht damn thing
din wake me up properly. realised it wasnt at whr it was
supposed to b. i moved my body arnd lazily to look for
it n found it somewhr arnd my legs. how the held did it
get thr.
sprang up, showered, ate n went for 2.4.
i damn *toottoot* suck lor. izit bcoz i gained 1 kilo n
cldnt run as fast as b4? wtf. 10.53. tht freaking sucks
a freaking athlete's ass lorh. if i consider myself as one.
but at tht timing, 2.4 is a *toottoot* lorr.
*toottoot* *toottoottoot*!! wht is the *toottoot*
use of working out n carrying my weight a hundred
times using my legs?? damn. shld haf carried more.
everytime i come bak after jogging, i bring back bad news.
haizz. this is life. i haf to overcome the obstacles. if its bad,
i can make it gd. i mean, even tho i gt such a *toot* up
timing, i can improve by trying harder cant i?? thomas edison
for example. if it wasnt for his endurance n perseverance, trying
thousands of times to get the bulb working, we
wldnt b working in a bright environment. who noes; i might
achieve wht i wnt or sumth even better if endure n persevere.
haizz. later gt chan lesson. i din noe. was juz chillin after being
*t00t* by my timing, maAa asked me whether i was going.
i was lyk, "huhh???" damn. still gt half an hr. 9. haizz.
so exhausted. but niamind. im better off in sch thn at hme
giving attention to my comp.
i wonder whr the 1 kilo piled up. my arms r still as thin
as bamboo. my legs seems to b as weak as they were b4
n my body dun seem to b any 'bigger' in any way.
godd... bragging abt mi n my crap. im veri worried for
my dad. he has cough. nt lyk us teens. i think he has
dry cough or sumth. he can b considered old n all.
im worried for my mom too. going massages n using
massaging machines thingie doesnt seem to b
improving her condition. every one of her struggle
whn she walks n do things requiring her legs makes
mi feel awfully hurt n very worried. haizz.
im worried for my bro too who is serving NS.
i wonder how he is doing in camp. hope he's
fine.
im also worried for my granny. she's nt hme.
she's at my aunt's place. she's getting old. hpe
she's doing well thr. but im sure she's treated
very well. unlyk mi n my family; always bz wif
our lives.
hpe they get well soon. i pray for their well-being.
n my other bro; lol. he's working. yahh. at the zoo!!
cool bro! wonder wht he's doing. entertainment or
wht. haaZ. u go bro!
aiya. heckz. ima b late for chan's lesson. since
i gt to noe abt it late. if he scolds mi, i'll talkback.
i mean he was lyk veri doubtful abt having a
remedial 2day. VERY. i wasnt told abt this.
i doubt many will come. if they do, they mite
haf been told abt it ytd after i went off.
hehh racist. nahh. dun jump 2 conclusions.
anyway, i target to gain to 60 kilos by the end of this yr.
mayb a backflip too? or an aerial??
nahh. prolly the heated-up perseverance n
confidence to achieve my goals in the 'o's.
yehh. cya'all.
to slp. woke up again n checked tht i woke up later
thn i wnted to. looked for the alarm clock. tht damn thing
din wake me up properly. realised it wasnt at whr it was
supposed to b. i moved my body arnd lazily to look for
it n found it somewhr arnd my legs. how the held did it
get thr.
sprang up, showered, ate n went for 2.4.
i damn *toottoot* suck lor. izit bcoz i gained 1 kilo n
cldnt run as fast as b4? wtf. 10.53. tht freaking sucks
a freaking athlete's ass lorh. if i consider myself as one.
but at tht timing, 2.4 is a *toottoot* lorr.
*toottoot* *toottoottoot*!! wht is the *toottoot*
use of working out n carrying my weight a hundred
times using my legs?? damn. shld haf carried more.
everytime i come bak after jogging, i bring back bad news.
haizz. this is life. i haf to overcome the obstacles. if its bad,
i can make it gd. i mean, even tho i gt such a *toot* up
timing, i can improve by trying harder cant i?? thomas edison
for example. if it wasnt for his endurance n perseverance, trying
thousands of times to get the bulb working, we
wldnt b working in a bright environment. who noes; i might
achieve wht i wnt or sumth even better if endure n persevere.
haizz. later gt chan lesson. i din noe. was juz chillin after being
*t00t* by my timing, maAa asked me whether i was going.
i was lyk, "huhh???" damn. still gt half an hr. 9. haizz.
so exhausted. but niamind. im better off in sch thn at hme
giving attention to my comp.
i wonder whr the 1 kilo piled up. my arms r still as thin
as bamboo. my legs seems to b as weak as they were b4
n my body dun seem to b any 'bigger' in any way.
godd... bragging abt mi n my crap. im veri worried for
my dad. he has cough. nt lyk us teens. i think he has
dry cough or sumth. he can b considered old n all.
im worried for my mom too. going massages n using
massaging machines thingie doesnt seem to b
improving her condition. every one of her struggle
whn she walks n do things requiring her legs makes
mi feel awfully hurt n very worried. haizz.
im worried for my bro too who is serving NS.
i wonder how he is doing in camp. hope he's
fine.
im also worried for my granny. she's nt hme.
she's at my aunt's place. she's getting old. hpe
she's doing well thr. but im sure she's treated
very well. unlyk mi n my family; always bz wif
our lives.
hpe they get well soon. i pray for their well-being.
n my other bro; lol. he's working. yahh. at the zoo!!
cool bro! wonder wht he's doing. entertainment or
wht. haaZ. u go bro!
aiya. heckz. ima b late for chan's lesson. since
i gt to noe abt it late. if he scolds mi, i'll talkback.
i mean he was lyk veri doubtful abt having a
remedial 2day. VERY. i wasnt told abt this.
i doubt many will come. if they do, they mite
haf been told abt it ytd after i went off.
hehh racist. nahh. dun jump 2 conclusions.
anyway, i target to gain to 60 kilos by the end of this yr.
mayb a backflip too? or an aerial??
nahh. prolly the heated-up perseverance n
confidence to achieve my goals in the 'o's.
yehh. cya'all.
++ posted by Hans @ 7:58 am |
Thursday, August 19, 2004
dumbshit internet. blogged. but gone.
'll do it again sum other time.
'll do it again sum other time.
++ posted by Hans @ 10:19 pm |
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
this song is soo true. 90% of it.
i was listening to it n thot; is the guy describing me??
hehh. roy n i r in the same boat. of course the scenario
is different lahh. at least thrs someone i noe hu feels
the same way. tht made me feel a lil better. plus jean's
attempt on cheering mi up. thz jean.
tried to focus but everything's twisted.
spinning out of control.
im outZ.
i was listening to it n thot; is the guy describing me??
hehh. roy n i r in the same boat. of course the scenario
is different lahh. at least thrs someone i noe hu feels
the same way. tht made me feel a lil better. plus jean's
attempt on cheering mi up. thz jean.
tried to focus but everything's twisted.
spinning out of control.
im outZ.
++ posted by Hans @ 9:27 pm |
i rly cant study. wht the hell is up?? the ceiling??
nt only will i haf a lot less possibility of getting
7 As, i wun b able to get an mp3 player b4 the
'o's?? wtf man. i nd music to study. tht will pull
down the possibility even lower.
yea.. mp3 players are expensive... the cheapest
u may find r arnd 100+ bucks. yupp. n the
cheapest motorbike u can find is how much??
2000??? 5000??? wowhh... yea.. thrs veri
little difference i guess. yea.. its onli a FEW
THOUSAND BUCKS DIFFERENT.
yupp... this is one of those times whn u
rly wna say n rly wna agree tht
life sucks!
nt only will i haf a lot less possibility of getting
7 As, i wun b able to get an mp3 player b4 the
'o's?? wtf man. i nd music to study. tht will pull
down the possibility even lower.
yea.. mp3 players are expensive... the cheapest
u may find r arnd 100+ bucks. yupp. n the
cheapest motorbike u can find is how much??
2000??? 5000??? wowhh... yea.. thrs veri
little difference i guess. yea.. its onli a FEW
THOUSAND BUCKS DIFFERENT.
yupp... this is one of those times whn u
rly wna say n rly wna agree tht
life sucks!
++ posted by Hans @ 5:50 pm |
Sunday, August 15, 2004
haizz.. all my attempts of trying to study haf failed. all.
i guess 7 As r nt going to b possible now.
urghh!!
furthermore, my mly results r certainly nt of any help.
im givin in. for now.
however, dis is nt da onli factor tht is contributing to my
moodiness....
haizz.. i'll calm my mind down b4 i surrender to dreamland. [thts so lame. ughh.]
take my photo off the wall if it just won't sing for you...
i guess 7 As r nt going to b possible now.
urghh!!
furthermore, my mly results r certainly nt of any help.
im givin in. for now.
however, dis is nt da onli factor tht is contributing to my
moodiness....
haizz.. i'll calm my mind down b4 i surrender to dreamland. [thts so lame. ughh.]
take my photo off the wall if it just won't sing for you...
++ posted by Hans @ 8:59 pm |
Friday, August 13, 2004
eyy.
suffered frm great depression juz now.
after announcement 4 mt o lvl results, came 2 hall.
mr chew talked n talked. thn he showed the mean results for grades.
"4e2; thr's onli 1 person taking mly. so u noe here he's haf gotten a 6."
rite chew. thz for stating the obvious. if the number is 1 or 2 [which is nvr possible], nvm ahh.
sheesh.
i chilled despite the sucky result. but due to the
care & concern of my mates [lurv ya'all. u guyz rawck!], they turned arnd
frm all corners to pity me n sumhow, i felt guilty for
nt doing well n definitely depressed. i dno y my frens' concern can cause mi to feel worse
cuz they're rly tryina help n i shld feel better. cried? NO~!
if i gt C6 for all my other subs thn i'll mayb cry. touch wood. wallahualam.
im happy 4 eemeng. he passed. owe him a backflip. damn! cant keep my mouth
shut cant i?
i pity navin tho, he's 1 grade away frm a pass.
if im nt mistaken, 50% of my clsmates taking 'o' lvl CL got distinction. congrats
guyz. happy for ya'all. sry i cldnt gif e cls a 100% distinction for 'o' lvl mly.
after tht. while walking bak to cls, kevin asked if i was okay. i said i was aight
n told him nt to talk to me. n i walked faster to open the clsrm.
i din tell him y i din wnt him to talk 2 me. i mean, i lurf talking
n ppl's company n all but it juz wasnt the rite time. i noe he was
being nice n stuff. he even got A1. congrats bt tht. n sry i was
kinda rude doin tht.
great depression continued till the end of time. i mean dismissal. haizz.
bcoz of this, i din wna go for physics self-study/remedial [chan MC].
bell rung, packed bag, put cls key on tchs table n walked out. stoned at
canteen. waiting for the dudes. lucio n hongyi gna haf chem.
e1, e3, e5: chem. e2, e4: physics. so today was kinda science remedial day
or sumth. so i decided to attend as well since every1 was.
wnt 2 cls. greeted by val on the way by the usual "haniiiiiff~~". she asked abt
my result. still walking, i juz gaf her a thumbs down. told me to
cheer up.
in cls, while waiting for sumth to happen, ms khor peeped in n asked
y we were in cls cuz they gna use the clsrm for combined chem lessons.
on hearing tht, i took my bag n wnt hme, assuming phy was canceled.
did some stuff at hme. used the net for awhile. was so soo boredd.
wnt to my rm n looked for my phy tys n thn went back to sch.
i misplaced it n cldnt find it the day b4 but i found it thn.
so on the way to sch, thot of excuses. reasonable n truthful ones.
ahakZ. was ready to tell mr shahari y i was late. to my surprise,
my mates were doing their own work in the bio lab wif
'supervision' frm ms hamster lim. ahakZ.
sat thr. did nth much. was juz chilling. by thn, great depression
had ended. thn we secretly changed the time of the clock in the lab
to fool ms lim. n my godd. she's rly tht gullible. wheee.
we went off. checked out the PLC. ms angel [ahakZ!] lim was helping some of my mates
wif oral. was wilson's turn. whooo~! he's nt bad man!
malaysia boleh!! lolZ.
was thinkin of asking ms lim fer help but too many were already
asking fer it. so, i decided to scramm.
went to canteen. haizz.. none of the dudes thr yet. walked arnd n saw
val again. i stopped rite thr n talked. since i was so rude b4, i had ta make
up for my rudidity [ahakZ. sounds cooler la!].
thn hongyi n lucio came. they came n went. ??
they stayed for awhile b4 abandoning me for hme.
haizz. thn i found out e4 was in chem lab.
peeped in frm the outside n saw put closest to the window. lol.
how chun. asked him how much longer he's gna take. he gaf me the
signal to go away since shahari was thr. so i went walking rnd n rnd
n rnd n rnd again. countless times. finally bought coke in canteen
n drank. n thank god. lucky val n carisa came. else, i cld haf bored myself
to death manz. carisa was quiet tho. sat thr, staring into blank space.
probably listening to wht crap val n i were crappin bt.
some mins later, put came. finally. budden, eemeng has oral. wait summore...
crapped n crapped till val n carisa left.
we were met wif another grp of crappers. evryone seem to crap these days.
all put's clsmates. but i crapped on tho. cldnt stand boredom. muz
grab the chance.
ooohh... my bro juz came bak. cld hear his scrambler scrambling eggs in
its engine [??]. time check: 3am. hmm.. oh yea.. did i tell u? now both my
bros got bikes of their own. if my dad doesnt approve me for getting
an mp3 player, now thr's some serious problem...
crapped for so long n wondered y thr's no sign of meng.
so put n i checked to see. skali he at d&t workshop chilling. haizz..
chilled wif thm. jensen, desmond, elvin, etc. until mr leow came n
told evryone to pack up.
dadadadadaa. thn went to BK to eat. poor gabe. wnted to eat
dinner wit us but was held bak by mr leow, dno for wht reason.
we wnted to wait for our dear fren but the aunty was
closing the gate already. see larhh.. nvr bring hp summore.
hehh.
crapped a lot more in BK while eating. thn saw mrs yau thr. =/
chit chat wif her. thn we quickly chao. thn saw mrs han. fuyaooow.
one tch nt enuff. we decided to go hme instead of continuing
to roam arnd TP. it was arnd 8.
desmond: aiya nvm lah. wun haf so many tchs here at this time one la.
me: mr juraimi lives arnd here u noe.
sudden pause..
desmond: ok lets go.
lol. so we went our separate ways.
at hme, i did all the necessary things n slpt. 9pm.
noww.. u may b wondering y i m here at this time. time check: 0311.
well... i was woken up at arnd 1230 by my inconsiderate digestive system.
sumth seems to b wrong wif my intestines. i dno. cldnt explain.
it fucking hurts badly tho. but i've experienced it once or
twice b4. i struggled to the kitchen to drink a glass of water. n chilled till
the pain went away. while waiting. watched wrestling wif my
bro. lol.
the real undertaker seems to b bak. however, the old one 5-10 yrs ago
was a lot more scary-looking n nicer.
wnted to slp but waited til wrestling was over. after tht, wnted
to go, budden just for laughs. haizz.. so stayed for another half an hr.
thr was this performance by a guy who uses cats as circus animals.
well, sorta. but it was so cute cann!
the cats i mean. hahaaZ. haizz.. cant own a cat. will
mess up the already messed-up place. furthermore, granny
cant take care of it while we're nt hme. a lot of other
reasons y my household cant own a cat.
my dad lyks cats; my mom lyks cats; i lurf cats.
haizz.
n thn, i wnted to slp. BUT! i was hungry. dug the
kitchen for food. oooh, chicken.. yumm yummm...
n here i am blogging. ahakZ. tht was quite a lot of blogging,
despite a normal day.
o well. i rly shld sleep now. gna haf 3 hrs of slp. max.
hehh. having eng oral tmr. hpe i dun screw up lyk i did to
my mly oral. u can do it hans!!!!!!!!!!!!
aight. im outZ. tc guyz, cya.
pssst. i m thinkin of workin hard. i mean, i already had been thinkin abt it since last yr but i nvr rly haf done anyth. so, dun b surprised if u seldom see me online n blogging n stuff. yahh.. 3 wks to prelim. means closer to 'o's. nda do sumth. ya.
suffered frm great depression juz now.
after announcement 4 mt o lvl results, came 2 hall.
mr chew talked n talked. thn he showed the mean results for grades.
"4e2; thr's onli 1 person taking mly. so u noe here he's haf gotten a 6."
rite chew. thz for stating the obvious. if the number is 1 or 2 [which is nvr possible], nvm ahh.
sheesh.
i chilled despite the sucky result. but due to the
care & concern of my mates [lurv ya'all. u guyz rawck!], they turned arnd
frm all corners to pity me n sumhow, i felt guilty for
nt doing well n definitely depressed. i dno y my frens' concern can cause mi to feel worse
cuz they're rly tryina help n i shld feel better. cried? NO~!
if i gt C6 for all my other subs thn i'll mayb cry. touch wood. wallahualam.
im happy 4 eemeng. he passed. owe him a backflip. damn! cant keep my mouth
shut cant i?
i pity navin tho, he's 1 grade away frm a pass.
if im nt mistaken, 50% of my clsmates taking 'o' lvl CL got distinction. congrats
guyz. happy for ya'all. sry i cldnt gif e cls a 100% distinction for 'o' lvl mly.
after tht. while walking bak to cls, kevin asked if i was okay. i said i was aight
n told him nt to talk to me. n i walked faster to open the clsrm.
i din tell him y i din wnt him to talk 2 me. i mean, i lurf talking
n ppl's company n all but it juz wasnt the rite time. i noe he was
being nice n stuff. he even got A1. congrats bt tht. n sry i was
kinda rude doin tht.
great depression continued till the end of time. i mean dismissal. haizz.
bcoz of this, i din wna go for physics self-study/remedial [chan MC].
bell rung, packed bag, put cls key on tchs table n walked out. stoned at
canteen. waiting for the dudes. lucio n hongyi gna haf chem.
e1, e3, e5: chem. e2, e4: physics. so today was kinda science remedial day
or sumth. so i decided to attend as well since every1 was.
wnt 2 cls. greeted by val on the way by the usual "haniiiiiff~~". she asked abt
my result. still walking, i juz gaf her a thumbs down. told me to
cheer up.
in cls, while waiting for sumth to happen, ms khor peeped in n asked
y we were in cls cuz they gna use the clsrm for combined chem lessons.
on hearing tht, i took my bag n wnt hme, assuming phy was canceled.
did some stuff at hme. used the net for awhile. was so soo boredd.
wnt to my rm n looked for my phy tys n thn went back to sch.
i misplaced it n cldnt find it the day b4 but i found it thn.
so on the way to sch, thot of excuses. reasonable n truthful ones.
ahakZ. was ready to tell mr shahari y i was late. to my surprise,
my mates were doing their own work in the bio lab wif
'supervision' frm ms hamster lim. ahakZ.
sat thr. did nth much. was juz chilling. by thn, great depression
had ended. thn we secretly changed the time of the clock in the lab
to fool ms lim. n my godd. she's rly tht gullible. wheee.
we went off. checked out the PLC. ms angel [ahakZ!] lim was helping some of my mates
wif oral. was wilson's turn. whooo~! he's nt bad man!
malaysia boleh!! lolZ.
was thinkin of asking ms lim fer help but too many were already
asking fer it. so, i decided to scramm.
went to canteen. haizz.. none of the dudes thr yet. walked arnd n saw
val again. i stopped rite thr n talked. since i was so rude b4, i had ta make
up for my rudidity [ahakZ. sounds cooler la!].
thn hongyi n lucio came. they came n went. ??
they stayed for awhile b4 abandoning me for hme.
haizz. thn i found out e4 was in chem lab.
peeped in frm the outside n saw put closest to the window. lol.
how chun. asked him how much longer he's gna take. he gaf me the
signal to go away since shahari was thr. so i went walking rnd n rnd
n rnd n rnd again. countless times. finally bought coke in canteen
n drank. n thank god. lucky val n carisa came. else, i cld haf bored myself
to death manz. carisa was quiet tho. sat thr, staring into blank space.
probably listening to wht crap val n i were crappin bt.
some mins later, put came. finally. budden, eemeng has oral. wait summore...
crapped n crapped till val n carisa left.
we were met wif another grp of crappers. evryone seem to crap these days.
all put's clsmates. but i crapped on tho. cldnt stand boredom. muz
grab the chance.
ooohh... my bro juz came bak. cld hear his scrambler scrambling eggs in
its engine [??]. time check: 3am. hmm.. oh yea.. did i tell u? now both my
bros got bikes of their own. if my dad doesnt approve me for getting
an mp3 player, now thr's some serious problem...
crapped for so long n wondered y thr's no sign of meng.
so put n i checked to see. skali he at d&t workshop chilling. haizz..
chilled wif thm. jensen, desmond, elvin, etc. until mr leow came n
told evryone to pack up.
dadadadadaa. thn went to BK to eat. poor gabe. wnted to eat
dinner wit us but was held bak by mr leow, dno for wht reason.
we wnted to wait for our dear fren but the aunty was
closing the gate already. see larhh.. nvr bring hp summore.
hehh.
crapped a lot more in BK while eating. thn saw mrs yau thr. =/
chit chat wif her. thn we quickly chao. thn saw mrs han. fuyaooow.
one tch nt enuff. we decided to go hme instead of continuing
to roam arnd TP. it was arnd 8.
desmond: aiya nvm lah. wun haf so many tchs here at this time one la.
me: mr juraimi lives arnd here u noe.
sudden pause..
desmond: ok lets go.
lol. so we went our separate ways.
at hme, i did all the necessary things n slpt. 9pm.
noww.. u may b wondering y i m here at this time. time check: 0311.
well... i was woken up at arnd 1230 by my inconsiderate digestive system.
sumth seems to b wrong wif my intestines. i dno. cldnt explain.
it fucking hurts badly tho. but i've experienced it once or
twice b4. i struggled to the kitchen to drink a glass of water. n chilled till
the pain went away. while waiting. watched wrestling wif my
bro. lol.
the real undertaker seems to b bak. however, the old one 5-10 yrs ago
was a lot more scary-looking n nicer.
wnted to slp but waited til wrestling was over. after tht, wnted
to go, budden just for laughs. haizz.. so stayed for another half an hr.
thr was this performance by a guy who uses cats as circus animals.
well, sorta. but it was so cute cann!
the cats i mean. hahaaZ. haizz.. cant own a cat. will
mess up the already messed-up place. furthermore, granny
cant take care of it while we're nt hme. a lot of other
reasons y my household cant own a cat.
my dad lyks cats; my mom lyks cats; i lurf cats.
haizz.
n thn, i wnted to slp. BUT! i was hungry. dug the
kitchen for food. oooh, chicken.. yumm yummm...
n here i am blogging. ahakZ. tht was quite a lot of blogging,
despite a normal day.
o well. i rly shld sleep now. gna haf 3 hrs of slp. max.
hehh. having eng oral tmr. hpe i dun screw up lyk i did to
my mly oral. u can do it hans!!!!!!!!!!!!
aight. im outZ. tc guyz, cya.
pssst. i m thinkin of workin hard. i mean, i already had been thinkin abt it since last yr but i nvr rly haf done anyth. so, dun b surprised if u seldom see me online n blogging n stuff. yahh.. 3 wks to prelim. means closer to 'o's. nda do sumth. ya.
++ posted by Hans @ 2:08 am |
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
ahakZ.
ytd was funn. compared to the usual boring days.
was carisa's bday party. take note. birthday party. not birthday.
i wenta J8 at 11+. was a bit late.
but the others [dale, hongyi, meng, cio, valencia, meisy] din mind.
met at breadtalk n thn went NTUC. go buy stuff for party cum bbq.
fuyooo. 89.95. hehZ. lucio paid. lol. thn the others, to pay him back,
gave him our alfreds n robins n whtnots. haaZ. notes lar..
10 bucks, 5 bucks.. lol.
dun ask.
thn, we had brunch. at pastamania. i din tho. pastamania aint certified anyway. i had a light breakfast at hme.
lol. val ta pao KFC. ahakZ. n she's lyk standing n eating so as to block her
kentucky fried goods. we were sitting at the 'dark' hallway thr. ya.
went to wait for 410 AND putra. putra came, boarded 410, changed bus n went to carisa's place.
set up things at the shelter whr the bbq pit was.
thn we chilled. still was quite early. naturally, we got bored n started
throwing the water balloons we filled up earlier on. dumdeedumzz. *splashsplash*
hehh.
by tht time, most already had come.
after tht, we walked back to the shelter. was walking by the pool; carisa turned arnd
n smiled at me. i smiled bak. as innocent as she looks, u cant fully trust her rite?
well, i ended up in the pool btw... haizz.. it wasnt even time for pushing
ppl in yet! sheesh.. +gifs the shit look+
we started bbq. took us quite a while to get the pit warmed up.
o'well... i ate the burnt hot dogs. n they arent rly burnt.
hold it. i cant describe everyth. u mite snore. ok.
bla bla. threw more balloons. threw more ppl (into the pool).
ohh.. n poor kyle. daryl n kyle were having a simple passing 'game' of rugby.
n thn, daryl threw the ball which flew close to the pool. kyle catched it.
however, he lost stability n into the pool he went. poor guy. shoes wet, clothes
wet. HP also wet. if im nt mistaken, it was X70.
u shld haf stationed things whr they shld b safe frm the pool dude.
arnd 7, we swimmed. i dun wna talk abt the security guards. waste time.
thn, cleaned up n went hme. 9+.
boy... the exhaustion continued. all the way until maths remedial. i slpt for a while at tht time.
but i managed to finish the paper tho.
man.. u can say tht i've lost my respect for ms ho man. she expects too much frm us.
she wnts us to b perfect n she knows it very well tht we cant.
whts wif making us stay back n stuff. i noe u r juz doing ur job. bear in mind
tht e maths is nt the onli subject we're taking. n for cryin out loud, u r in charge of
the bunch of students whom r gd at e maths!
we already gt an A1. if nt, A2. the ones who got A2 will nd to work a lil harder to get 1.
but if u say we've onli gt 79 n u wnt us to get 80 n above; come on! i wld
rather use the effort for my weaker subjects.
haizz... but i understand. she's under pressure. literally. but my
opinion/impression towards her stays the same. even during sec 1 & 2. she
wnted hmwk to b handed in the next day b4 flag-raising. even if u come a lil late
n din get to pass up on time, u'll get it. n even get 'scars' tht will affect ur conduct.
i had a few of those 'scars'. i mean wth?! haizz... nuff bt it. thts spilled milk. nono.
spoilt milk.
aight. totally pointless in bragging abt this. i've said it time n time again but still i haven learn.
the sg idol was entertaining. funny yet touching.
at least they had courage to come up to the blardy judges n sing. yea.
there were even 16 yr olds. heh.
im sorta touched by the guy born wif speech impediment n the woman wif
hearing disability. n im even more touched by the guy whose dad had
recently passed away a few mths ago. innalillahi wa innalillahi raji'un.
i dun wna talk abt it. makes me feel super guilty if anyth happens.
i dun wna repeat my mistake.....
gna get my mly 'o' level result tmr. i wish evryone all the best n i pray tht we
get wht we wnt.
im goin now. cya.
oops.. my bad. today's 11th of august 2004. n it is only rite for me to wish carisa
a happy 15th bday. n thk u for holding the party ytd despite the limited things
we were able to do. all the best. tc n gdnite. [fuyoo! lyk reporter liddat]
ytd was funn. compared to the usual boring days.
was carisa's bday party. take note. birthday party. not birthday.
i wenta J8 at 11+. was a bit late.
but the others [dale, hongyi, meng, cio, valencia, meisy] din mind.
met at breadtalk n thn went NTUC. go buy stuff for party cum bbq.
fuyooo. 89.95. hehZ. lucio paid. lol. thn the others, to pay him back,
gave him our alfreds n robins n whtnots. haaZ. notes lar..
10 bucks, 5 bucks.. lol.
dun ask.
thn, we had brunch. at pastamania. i din tho. pastamania aint certified anyway. i had a light breakfast at hme.
lol. val ta pao KFC. ahakZ. n she's lyk standing n eating so as to block her
kentucky fried goods. we were sitting at the 'dark' hallway thr. ya.
went to wait for 410 AND putra. putra came, boarded 410, changed bus n went to carisa's place.
set up things at the shelter whr the bbq pit was.
thn we chilled. still was quite early. naturally, we got bored n started
throwing the water balloons we filled up earlier on. dumdeedumzz. *splashsplash*
hehh.
by tht time, most already had come.
after tht, we walked back to the shelter. was walking by the pool; carisa turned arnd
n smiled at me. i smiled bak. as innocent as she looks, u cant fully trust her rite?
well, i ended up in the pool btw... haizz.. it wasnt even time for pushing
ppl in yet! sheesh.. +gifs the shit look+
we started bbq. took us quite a while to get the pit warmed up.
o'well... i ate the burnt hot dogs. n they arent rly burnt.
hold it. i cant describe everyth. u mite snore. ok.
bla bla. threw more balloons. threw more ppl (into the pool).
ohh.. n poor kyle. daryl n kyle were having a simple passing 'game' of rugby.
n thn, daryl threw the ball which flew close to the pool. kyle catched it.
however, he lost stability n into the pool he went. poor guy. shoes wet, clothes
wet. HP also wet. if im nt mistaken, it was X70.
u shld haf stationed things whr they shld b safe frm the pool dude.
arnd 7, we swimmed. i dun wna talk abt the security guards. waste time.
thn, cleaned up n went hme. 9+.
boy... the exhaustion continued. all the way until maths remedial. i slpt for a while at tht time.
but i managed to finish the paper tho.
man.. u can say tht i've lost my respect for ms ho man. she expects too much frm us.
she wnts us to b perfect n she knows it very well tht we cant.
whts wif making us stay back n stuff. i noe u r juz doing ur job. bear in mind
tht e maths is nt the onli subject we're taking. n for cryin out loud, u r in charge of
the bunch of students whom r gd at e maths!
we already gt an A1. if nt, A2. the ones who got A2 will nd to work a lil harder to get 1.
but if u say we've onli gt 79 n u wnt us to get 80 n above; come on! i wld
rather use the effort for my weaker subjects.
haizz... but i understand. she's under pressure. literally. but my
opinion/impression towards her stays the same. even during sec 1 & 2. she
wnted hmwk to b handed in the next day b4 flag-raising. even if u come a lil late
n din get to pass up on time, u'll get it. n even get 'scars' tht will affect ur conduct.
i had a few of those 'scars'. i mean wth?! haizz... nuff bt it. thts spilled milk. nono.
spoilt milk.
aight. totally pointless in bragging abt this. i've said it time n time again but still i haven learn.
the sg idol was entertaining. funny yet touching.
at least they had courage to come up to the blardy judges n sing. yea.
there were even 16 yr olds. heh.
im sorta touched by the guy born wif speech impediment n the woman wif
hearing disability. n im even more touched by the guy whose dad had
recently passed away a few mths ago. innalillahi wa innalillahi raji'un.
i dun wna talk abt it. makes me feel super guilty if anyth happens.
i dun wna repeat my mistake.....
gna get my mly 'o' level result tmr. i wish evryone all the best n i pray tht we
get wht we wnt.
im goin now. cya.
oops.. my bad. today's 11th of august 2004. n it is only rite for me to wish carisa
a happy 15th bday. n thk u for holding the party ytd despite the limited things
we were able to do. all the best. tc n gdnite. [fuyoo! lyk reporter liddat]
++ posted by Hans @ 9:42 pm |
Monday, August 09, 2004
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
finally a song tht can calm me down.
can come in handy once in a while.
anyway. the previous entry is quite ambiguous. so... i dno.
it mite b true, it mite nt b true.. i myself do nt noe whether to accept
or not. cuz the one who typed tht out was the moody-me [lol` mini-me].
i dno. what should i do-- well, you choose..
hehh. i rly dno wht to do. clueless.
haizz.
i wna go sim lim square to look for my targeted mp3 player.
cuz at J8, it costs more thn it shld b.
haii... hmmm... today's sum1's b'day n e nation's. tmr's another person's b'day.
heh.
sheesh. if i dun get to go sim lim, ima call sum1 so tht i can go out
n finish up my hmwk n stuff. at hme, almost impossible to do tht.
esp whn this thing is in frnt of me. yes. this thing.
o well. ima try my luck wif my dad. thn, carry on; own time, own target.
cya'all.
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
finally a song tht can calm me down.
can come in handy once in a while.
anyway. the previous entry is quite ambiguous. so... i dno.
it mite b true, it mite nt b true.. i myself do nt noe whether to accept
or not. cuz the one who typed tht out was the moody-me [lol` mini-me].
i dno. what should i do-- well, you choose..
hehh. i rly dno wht to do. clueless.
haizz.
i wna go sim lim square to look for my targeted mp3 player.
cuz at J8, it costs more thn it shld b.
haii... hmmm... today's sum1's b'day n e nation's. tmr's another person's b'day.
heh.
sheesh. if i dun get to go sim lim, ima call sum1 so tht i can go out
n finish up my hmwk n stuff. at hme, almost impossible to do tht.
esp whn this thing is in frnt of me. yes. this thing.
o well. ima try my luck wif my dad. thn, carry on; own time, own target.
cya'all.
++ posted by Hans @ 10:56 am |
Friday, August 06, 2004
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good things happen in my absence.
my taste brings me to things that are not recommended.
my hyper-activeness causes amusement, irritation and disgust to others.
my silence is not felt and my opinions are not appreciated.
ive been observing for a long time.
they r facts. facts which cause me to feel down. facts which i keep telling myself arent true, but actually are.
i rly feel lyk hacking the wall down or screaming my lungs out.
but its no use bragging abt shit here. cuz i am the shit. shit braggin bt shit causes more shit and
its juz wasting my time n ya'all hu r readin.
i dun understand y i keep swingin lyk dis all the time. do u? its useless dun u tink? but i cant help it.
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good things happen in my absence.
my taste brings me to things that are not recommended.
my hyper-activeness causes amusement, irritation and disgust to others.
my silence is not felt and my opinions are not appreciated.
ive been observing for a long time.
they r facts. facts which cause me to feel down. facts which i keep telling myself arent true, but actually are.
i rly feel lyk hacking the wall down or screaming my lungs out.
but its no use bragging abt shit here. cuz i am the shit. shit braggin bt shit causes more shit and
its juz wasting my time n ya'all hu r readin.
i dun understand y i keep swingin lyk dis all the time. do u? its useless dun u tink? but i cant help it.
++ posted by Hans @ 9:43 pm |
Thursday, August 05, 2004
chem. ms khor din come. mr tan took over. tht new tch? dno.
pe was fun. played softball. i lyked it a lot. better thn frisbee. seldom got da frisbee.
softball, separated into grps n we played. actually we're supposed to be tested but we
played anyway. we were tested one by one per grp. whtever.
i lyk pitching a fastball. lurf throwing stuff.
rmb tht. i lurf throwing things. careful not to piss me off or u wld soon find sumth come flying towards u.
recess......................................
was short. uh-huhh.
had eng after tht. juz 1 period. we discussed abt oral conversation topics.
thaahh. ahakZ. rmb tht lame shiet? no? nvm.
thn 3 periods of a. maths. actually 2. last period, e. maths test. mrs wong having course so she left ms lim [hamster!! nt angel(a) lim] to attend to the last period.
after tht, some short physics grping briefing shiet. thn bio, same shiet. thn ran off to canteen only to be waiting thr lyk an idert.. decided to help a lil of the ND rehearsal.
kaoZ... IT Media gone case i tell u... w/o us [da sec 4 badge] of course. seriously. if u were thr watchin, u'd know..
thn, stoned fer awhile in skool. threw a paper ball, tied wif rubber band, arnd. putra used his newly gotten mini liverpool water bottle to bat. ahakZ. too bad thr was limited space. haizz...
been feeling lyk playing basketball nowadays. juz tht i wna kp jumpin n jumpin so as to b able to touch the rim n dunk. well, u noe lahh...
onli a few cm until i can reach for the rim. haizz.... dun seem to haf any progress at all...
tmr. ND celebration. no lessons, yeahh! gna wear last yr's red ND tee. got a few stuff drawn on it. outdated stuff ahh.... '3e2'03 rawcks' n the website n stuff. im reluctant to wear it. feel lyk wearin SHIT 1.
our very own jersey. its red+white ok! all it nds is a sticker of spore or sumth. mayb nt. tht'll spoil it all!
i still haf nt bought SHIT 2. this one has a nicer design. cool. but im saving.. for an mp3 player.. thts my top priority in the buylist at the moment. hehh.. but i'll haf to ask my dad lahh... hpe he approves. thn we'll both pay half for the player instead of him always paying whole.
cant wait man! the player i've chosen is cool! to my eyes. i lurf it! hpe i wun regret getting it. tht is if my dad approve.
lelaa!! i borrow ur method can?? heeeZ.
maan.... this shiet is nvr gna get off my mind. a paraphrase frm lela's blog: falling for the wrong person.
i feel the same way too. seriously, i feel lyk i am falling for the wrong person. nda get out. outt. outt outtt!!!!!
im investigating on wht is soo special abt her tht makes me soo 'addicted'. well, slowly... nt lyk sherlock holmes or sumth. heh.
man... 4 days holiday. wattado....?
peace off.
pe was fun. played softball. i lyked it a lot. better thn frisbee. seldom got da frisbee.
softball, separated into grps n we played. actually we're supposed to be tested but we
played anyway. we were tested one by one per grp. whtever.
i lyk pitching a fastball. lurf throwing stuff.
rmb tht. i lurf throwing things. careful not to piss me off or u wld soon find sumth come flying towards u.
recess......................................
was short. uh-huhh.
had eng after tht. juz 1 period. we discussed abt oral conversation topics.
thaahh. ahakZ. rmb tht lame shiet? no? nvm.
thn 3 periods of a. maths. actually 2. last period, e. maths test. mrs wong having course so she left ms lim [hamster!! nt angel(a) lim] to attend to the last period.
after tht, some short physics grping briefing shiet. thn bio, same shiet. thn ran off to canteen only to be waiting thr lyk an idert.. decided to help a lil of the ND rehearsal.
kaoZ... IT Media gone case i tell u... w/o us [da sec 4 badge] of course. seriously. if u were thr watchin, u'd know..
thn, stoned fer awhile in skool. threw a paper ball, tied wif rubber band, arnd. putra used his newly gotten mini liverpool water bottle to bat. ahakZ. too bad thr was limited space. haizz...
been feeling lyk playing basketball nowadays. juz tht i wna kp jumpin n jumpin so as to b able to touch the rim n dunk. well, u noe lahh...
onli a few cm until i can reach for the rim. haizz.... dun seem to haf any progress at all...
tmr. ND celebration. no lessons, yeahh! gna wear last yr's red ND tee. got a few stuff drawn on it. outdated stuff ahh.... '3e2'03 rawcks' n the website n stuff. im reluctant to wear it. feel lyk wearin SHIT 1.
our very own jersey. its red+white ok! all it nds is a sticker of spore or sumth. mayb nt. tht'll spoil it all!
i still haf nt bought SHIT 2. this one has a nicer design. cool. but im saving.. for an mp3 player.. thts my top priority in the buylist at the moment. hehh.. but i'll haf to ask my dad lahh... hpe he approves. thn we'll both pay half for the player instead of him always paying whole.
cant wait man! the player i've chosen is cool! to my eyes. i lurf it! hpe i wun regret getting it. tht is if my dad approve.
lelaa!! i borrow ur method can?? heeeZ.
maan.... this shiet is nvr gna get off my mind. a paraphrase frm lela's blog: falling for the wrong person.
i feel the same way too. seriously, i feel lyk i am falling for the wrong person. nda get out. outt. outt outtt!!!!!
im investigating on wht is soo special abt her tht makes me soo 'addicted'. well, slowly... nt lyk sherlock holmes or sumth. heh.
man... 4 days holiday. wattado....?
peace off.
++ posted by Hans @ 9:43 pm |
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
hello.
are u looking for Hans? well, he is taking a rest now. he is very tired n troubled.
i feel his thoughts once in a while. i can see y he is so stressed up. i hope he rests well.
anyway, school was ok. had physics test first period. 15 MCQs. i failed. 7/15.
tough luck huh? i tink so too.
and then had chem. spent the whole period using my lousy art skills to design graffitti. i can say tt it wasnt tt bad. all it needs is some touch-ups here and there. some extra stuff.
and den had eng. i love eng. ms lim roxx! ms lim is probably the onli tch i dont run away frm. i run away from mrs wong, mr chan, ms khor, mrs vija, ms noor and sumtimes even cikgu majidah [mr chang nt counted. cme tch]. but nt ms lim! haha. two periods of eng.
after tt recess. ate 2 burgers n forced another 4/5 into my throat with the help of two cups of coke. i needed it for maths remedial.
after recess, there were 2 periods of mly. did some stuff. had lots of fun. laughing n making jokes out of everything we do. haha.
after tt was a. maths. wow. permutation is so so confusing. n tt makes it difficult.
electronics in physics is just as difficult. its almost like u r in jc or poly studying tt topic.
den gt assembly. 4e2 was one of the last few classes to reach the hall. or were we last? haha. i tink we were last. den mr chew tok abt wat international sign language. ppl give him universal language+signs den he noe. waste time only.
hans is nt slping well currently. his feelings are overflowing and even i noe how he feels. man. tt guy is... i dunno wat word to use. rest well hans.
dis wk is science wk. so mrs vija took charge of the assembly asking qns abt science. many of my clsmates went out to the mic to ans the qns. we took abt 5 of the 13/14 [nt sure] qns.
after sch had maths remedial. all e way till 6. if onli i had passed up the stupid papers. i had to stay back and put up wif all ms ho's crap.
---
yo guyz! hans here. lolZ. wasnt tht lame??? for a second thr i thot i wnted to b anti social again but well, lets juz say im juz changed. lets nt see anymore of this crap shall we. too lame for even me to bear.
ahakZ` anyway, i shld haf juz given ms ho the papers. i was thinkin of marking thm n making corrections n stuff budden, quite a few of my frenz din n they were let go. cuz ms ho said they passed up on time. wth~
can u believe her? oh well. no pt braggin abt it. hans dun brag.
unless...
i trimmed my hair!! ok. wasnt me. my dad trimmed my hair. ytd. i needed it. i hate it whn my hair overgrows until my ears. so so uncomfortable. i wna kp long hair so tht explains y onli the sides n the back were trimmed.
looks weird tho. i still have no freakin idea how to style my hair. used to do armani. but i cant do armani now! they'll b more lyk thorns thn hair! firstly, my fringe too long for tht. 2ndly, use a lot of gel. third, i'll nd a comb. its been a loong time since i've used a comb. heh. lastly, im tired of armani! period.
ok. i've decided. juz dun do anyth to my hair! well, mayb i shld put a lil wax so tht my fringe wun get in the way.
nahh. my fringe isnt touching my eyes. yet. soon. yah.
haizz.. i shld go dig up my hmwk. see wht i can do to stay up until 2am.
well, cya'all!
are u looking for Hans? well, he is taking a rest now. he is very tired n troubled.
i feel his thoughts once in a while. i can see y he is so stressed up. i hope he rests well.
anyway, school was ok. had physics test first period. 15 MCQs. i failed. 7/15.
tough luck huh? i tink so too.
and then had chem. spent the whole period using my lousy art skills to design graffitti. i can say tt it wasnt tt bad. all it needs is some touch-ups here and there. some extra stuff.
and den had eng. i love eng. ms lim roxx! ms lim is probably the onli tch i dont run away frm. i run away from mrs wong, mr chan, ms khor, mrs vija, ms noor and sumtimes even cikgu majidah [mr chang nt counted. cme tch]. but nt ms lim! haha. two periods of eng.
after tt recess. ate 2 burgers n forced another 4/5 into my throat with the help of two cups of coke. i needed it for maths remedial.
after recess, there were 2 periods of mly. did some stuff. had lots of fun. laughing n making jokes out of everything we do. haha.
after tt was a. maths. wow. permutation is so so confusing. n tt makes it difficult.
electronics in physics is just as difficult. its almost like u r in jc or poly studying tt topic.
den gt assembly. 4e2 was one of the last few classes to reach the hall. or were we last? haha. i tink we were last. den mr chew tok abt wat international sign language. ppl give him universal language+signs den he noe. waste time only.
hans is nt slping well currently. his feelings are overflowing and even i noe how he feels. man. tt guy is... i dunno wat word to use. rest well hans.
dis wk is science wk. so mrs vija took charge of the assembly asking qns abt science. many of my clsmates went out to the mic to ans the qns. we took abt 5 of the 13/14 [nt sure] qns.
after sch had maths remedial. all e way till 6. if onli i had passed up the stupid papers. i had to stay back and put up wif all ms ho's crap.
---
yo guyz! hans here. lolZ. wasnt tht lame??? for a second thr i thot i wnted to b anti social again but well, lets juz say im juz changed. lets nt see anymore of this crap shall we. too lame for even me to bear.
ahakZ` anyway, i shld haf juz given ms ho the papers. i was thinkin of marking thm n making corrections n stuff budden, quite a few of my frenz din n they were let go. cuz ms ho said they passed up on time. wth~
can u believe her? oh well. no pt braggin abt it. hans dun brag.
unless...
i trimmed my hair!! ok. wasnt me. my dad trimmed my hair. ytd. i needed it. i hate it whn my hair overgrows until my ears. so so uncomfortable. i wna kp long hair so tht explains y onli the sides n the back were trimmed.
looks weird tho. i still have no freakin idea how to style my hair. used to do armani. but i cant do armani now! they'll b more lyk thorns thn hair! firstly, my fringe too long for tht. 2ndly, use a lot of gel. third, i'll nd a comb. its been a loong time since i've used a comb. heh. lastly, im tired of armani! period.
ok. i've decided. juz dun do anyth to my hair! well, mayb i shld put a lil wax so tht my fringe wun get in the way.
nahh. my fringe isnt touching my eyes. yet. soon. yah.
haizz.. i shld go dig up my hmwk. see wht i can do to stay up until 2am.
well, cya'all!
++ posted by Hans @ 7:28 pm |
Monday, August 02, 2004
+shakeshead+
cant.. n i wont...
hehh. hans is a coward. tell the whole world tht.
wait. i already am... indirectly...
im chill.
cant.. n i wont...
hehh. hans is a coward. tell the whole world tht.
wait. i already am... indirectly...
im chill.
++ posted by Hans @ 9:13 pm |
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