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Wednesday, May 25, 2005


as always, its been awhile.
juz to fill a lil gap.
blog, i shall.
and read, u must.
or die, u shall.
the man, yoda is.
agree, u must.
or die again, u shall.

had first day orientation yesterday.
e school of EEE in SP has over a thousand students and we had to report at the convention centre so that everyone can fit in.
thn, we listened to talks, speeches and briefings.
Zzzz.

after its done, i went a lil exploring with bradford and jialiang who i found by chance at e convention centre.
thn we went to mac to eat.
they went home and i had another programme on at e concourse.
a workshop or something.

k i'll cut straight to the point.
my class roxx.
majority of them are sociable and do not act cool or act cute.
i feel comfortable in the class already.
surprised to have two other malay guys in the class.
maybe because i was used to having very few malay guys around me in peirce.
a lot will change.
hm.

nxt week is cca week.
heh.
track and rock climbing, here i come!!
maybe pool too.
and archery.
and soccer.
and computer club.
and..
ok i guess thats enough.
but confirmed that my first choice is track.
and 2nd is rock climbing.
maybe just 2 ccas.
or 1.
coz of academics.
we'll see.

today's orientation starts at 0930.
some training [SPICE] on using SP's internet network stuff thingy and campus tour.
ends at 1230.
probably later.
hm.

aight ima get ready now.
im thinkin of takin 166.
haaZ
laterZ.


++ posted by Hans @ 7:20 am |

Wednesday, May 18, 2005


once again.
its been awhile since i blogged.
i bet i'll nvr stop saying tht in future entries.
maybe.
maybe not.

ive got skool tmr.
like finally.
its actually some kinda elective thingy.
preparatory electronics.
ima bring home a gadget tht im gna make and take a photo of it for ur viewing 'pleasure'.
some guy from the EEE club in SP called me and told me abt it juz now.
if he didnt, i wldnt knw abt it.

i feel quite delighted today.
due to a certain event tht took me by storm [cheeybah] which cld hardly have been possible.
wooo.
just like how adidas puts it.
impossible is nothing..
now u haf got to believe it once in awhile.
however, being too happy at such an early stage can hurt if it turns out bad.
hope it doesnt.
we'll see.

till next time peeps.


++ posted by Hans @ 11:33 pm |

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Saturday, May 07, 2005


i have not been paying much attention to my blog lately.
things change.
nothing is what it seems anymore.
deceiving indeed.
and exactly what am i talking about?
no idea so far.

been quite nostalgic.
reminiscing about this and that.
i just cant leave the past behind me.
some songs reminds me of the past.
songs like i miss you, yeah, perfect, my immortal, in the shadows and many more.
even the word 'peirce' can deal a great damage to my anti-nostalgia shield.
hahh.
bullshit.
what i meant was, thinking about peirce can remind me of a lot about the past.
although only 4 years spent there, it was a life-changing experience.
no.
life-evolving experience.

amor... no es amor...
what am i feeling..? what am i doing wrong??

precisely.
is this an illusion that i have in my heart?
i am utterly confused.
over something inevitable.
at least to me.
im sure some people are l33t h4xx0rs and uber skilled to be able to avoid such a merciless thingy.
i confess.
i admit.
i am a weakling who cant even maintain my own emotional stability.
its like i can just lose an electron or two with a blink of an eye and even gain it as well.
haizz..
cant be helped.
i've evolved into such an unstable state.
such things are irreversible.
unless a miracle happens.

hahh.
im bullshit-ing again.

lonelyy...
im mr. lonely...
i have nobody... for my own..

hehh.
i still remember one song that can somehow calm me down.

take my photo of the wall if it just wont sing for you.
cause all that's left has gone away and there's nothing there for you to proof...

... . .. . . . .... .. . . . . ...
hm.
there's a heavy atmosphere in the air.
my dad is not happy.
in times like this would it be useful that i have something to do outside.
too bad there's none.
urgh.
cant be helped, can it?

maybe i'll use this time to blast my ears with good old rock and rNb while changing my blogskin or something.
im out.


++ posted by Hans @ 4:09 pm |

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