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Sunday, July 29, 2007


To see you when I wake up, is a gift I didn't think be real
To know that you feel the same, as I do, is a three-fold utopian dream
You do something to me
That I can't explain
So would I be out of line, If I said

I miss you.

I see your picture, I smell your skin on, the empty pillow next to mine
You have only been gone ten days, but already I'm wasting away
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon
But I need you to know, that I care
And I miss you


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Wednesday, July 25, 2007


what's it like to be a ghost?





























just to push away the previous few unsightly posts.


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Monday, July 23, 2007


if physical self-torture wasnt sinful, i would have already cut myself.
deeper than the scar that was left behind.
im weak.
fucking weak.

life sucks.
still living with it.


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Monday, July 16, 2007


have you ever felt like you're sick of life?
i have.
i've lost the will to do anything.
in fact, i've lost almost everything of my life.
almost everything is no longer in my possession.
my fault.

see you when i see you.


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Sunday, July 08, 2007


if you're reading this, i miss you laa.

i wish you were here.


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Saturday, July 07, 2007


as suggested by kenneth, here's a july post.

apparently i havent been too fond of blogging.
a lot had happened for the past few weeks.
recently, just now actually, there was a mini comp for the seniors.
i took part for fun.

then there was the mini comp for the freshies.
im proud of them; how they've grown.
and this is only the super beginning of their climbing.
take me for example; even after 2 years, i still have more to learn.

i would like to take this opportunity to congratulate all the participants.
not just the top 3s.
the challenge is not about beating others, but about beating yourself.
not beating yourself up to a pulp.
no.
its about improvement.
going on to the next stage by overtaking your old self and improve.
you dont have to follow the rest if you dont want to.
just go with your own flow.
enjoy climbing.
not be stressed by it.

cheers everyone.



cheers hans..


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