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Sunday, August 28, 2005


sorry about the previous post.
like i said, felt a lil violent back there.
but im more or less fine now, although scarred.

i knew it was comeg.
i could sense it.
my spider sense was tingling.
there was a disturbance in the force.
my instincts had me known about it.
blah blah blah.
i knew it was comeg.
but my determination got the best of me.

now im lazy.
forget it.


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Saturday, August 27, 2005


what a week.
before i carry on, just a little warning.
read at your own risk.
i feel a little violent and pissed off at the moment.

at first, i didnt climb well.
barely completed any routes.
so, i campused.
with aloy.

next was that i couldnt finish my structured programming lab test.
i didnt even understand the question.
damn sad.
was damn disappointed.
wanted to go to e rock gym a.s.a.p. after that.
climbed and climbed.
campus this and that, dyno here and there, etc.
relieve some of the pain and agony.

i think friday is the worst.
yesterday.
i climbed the wall.
wanted to lead climb.
i admit i was practically clueless in how it was done.
but i did have an idea of what to do generally.
so i did one mistake.
im human.
and so are you.
then he said not to lead climb if you dont know how to.
i understand.
but you dont have to say it in such a fucked-up tone.
senior big fuck ah.
at least tell me a bit of what to do.
how the fuck am i going to learn from my mistakes?


its alright, i said to myself.
its just not worth it.
then, several hours later, i received a call from my mom.
she received a letter from SP.
yea i was caught once for wearing slippers.
and that was also omitted.
no.
it wasnt omitted.
it was supposed to be.
the bloody officer told me that he was going to take down my name and just issue a warning.
NO FUCKING FINES.
and whats this letter i get?
fuck you.
bastard.
you are lucky i forgot how fucking ugly you looked like or i would have hunted you down and sliced you into minute pieces and burn you like hell paper.
the ghosts probably will haunt me later on for burning such useless pieces of shit.

and 30 bucks!??!?
what seh.
and what reason they give for disallowing slippers??
oh, you might hit your foot on desks or screws or something.
bullshit.
i understand if you have to wear full-covered shoes in laboratories for drilling and all that shit.
but why would you care if we hurt our feet?
would you care if we were heartbroken?
would you care if we sprained something?
would you care if we bruised our knees or something?
easy.
NO.
then why the fuck would you care about us hurting our feet?

ahhh.
what has passed has passed.
just fuck it.

it doesnt end there though.
just kept coming.
i predict there're going to be more today.
fucked up things.

One! Two! Three!

To every broken heart in here
Love was once a part, but now it's disappeared
She told me that it's all a part of the choices that your making
Even when you think you're right
You have to give to take

But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love

I wonder if you're listening
Picking up on the signals
Sent back from within
Sometimes it feels like I don't really know whats going on
Time and time again it seems like everything is wrong in here

But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love

Well we sing if we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing if it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason to ever fall in love

But we sing
If we're going no where
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing with out a reason to never fall in love
To never fall in love again


The Lost Prophets - Last Train Home


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Thursday, August 18, 2005


ive had intentions of blogging many many times for e past few weeks.
but as usual, i didnt.
man.
now its almost 3 weeks e last time ive blogged.

hm.
these few weeks have been quite eventful.
let me recall some..
there was the mid-semester test week, climb on singapore, slack week [national day], carnival day at peirce and of course this week.

hmm..
the tests were okay.
the results were quite good.
i tried to put too much into my head right before PEEE test and i ended up getting 67 for it.
i was too confused in wht to do.
furthermore, it was a super ez paper.
i rly gotta do something abt this.

the rest were fine.
left out a small part in maths but got 90 and a half for it.
finished DE right on time and got 92.
completed structured programming theory early and checked once or twice and got 86.

probably failed my project 1 module.
screw that.
stupid lau hu li. [LHL - lau hong lian]

as for the structured programming lab tests - so far thr has been 3 - i had scored 100 for the latest one and got above 80 for the other two.
cant remember.
i think 90+.

though it might seem like i excelled my studies, these tests are only 5%-20% of the overall.
i still have to work hard for the 'finale' [mid-session tests] which is in abt 5 weeks time.
time flies.

Climb On! Singapore 2005.
took place at tampines central park.
this was quite a great experience for me.
its e first ever rock climbing competition tht ive joined.
i didnt perform well though.
coz it seems like ive always been playin arnd in the rock gym.
doing my own stuff.
my own personal interest in rock climbing.
however, the competition showed no signs of interest to me.

i wasnt turned on by majority of the things thr.
except for the exclusive dyno competition at the end of everything.
the final 5 who made it were all from SP.
and of course, the one who claimed e title of dyno king was none other than the defendg champion, taufiq.
SP alumni.
hes my dyno idol.
taufiq, the dyno idol.
taufik, the singapore idol.
heh.

many different types of people joined.
young and old, short and tall.
tertiary, secondary, primary, corporate.

and aft everything, i went with quite a big grp of climbers to haf dinner.
everyone cldnt decide whr to eat and so some went home while me, aloy and francis went to bk to eat.
while walkg to bk, saw huili and had a super short chat.
actually she was e one who saw me.
she had a rugby match and was thr [not bk but smwhr else] to have dinner.

took 72 to yck and thn took 76 back home.
it was close to twelve at tht time.

national day was like any other day.
except it was a public holiday.
okay.
it was like any other PUBLIC HOLIday.
went out with dale.
forgot whr.

nothing much happened for the rest of the week.
except for saturday.
thr was carnival at peirce.
not really much of a carnival.
went thr to play soccer but didnt.
the field was occupied by ruggers.
in the end, i stoned at the multi-purpose court.
sat at e steps in the sun.
major stonage.
missed it too much.
miss the times when i stoned and chilled in peirce after school with e dudes.
haizz.

saw her twice.
the 2nd was e last.
i knew i shld have approached her and at least say hi e first time i saw her.
e 2nd time was whn she was walkg out of sch.
damn i shld have said goodbye.
din think she saw me at all tho.
man im so indecisive.
coz im afraid of regrets.

aft tht, went to have lunch at thomson plaza bk and went to thomson cc to play basketball.
and also a lil rugby and soccer.
i played one match of street bball and another of full court aft which i got blisters on e soles of my feet.
played barefooted.
so i played with e rugby and soccer ball instead.

eemeng is alive!!
he needs a freaking haircut, man.
i think he shld haf gotten one by now.

we went to thomson plaza and thn to j8 to walk arnd.
thn went home.

this week was fine.
nothing much.
so far, the maximum number of pull ups i can do is 20.
target is 30+.
actually my target is as high as possible.
until i can do one-hand pull ups.

i haf this rock climbing senior who can do a one finger pull up.
ONE FINGER.
it was just now.
on one of the walls, thr was this tile called e pocket.
it was a one-finger pocket.
he poked his left middle finger in it and pulled himself up.
a one-finger pull up.

i din see it e first time.
another senior shouted at him saying he didnt see it and told him to do it again.
and he did it again.
it seemd like cartoon!
i mean, it almost looked fake!
and he flashed all the routes whn me and my other friends had difficulty doing them.
flashg means u climb e route once and complete it.
and he did it all statically.
me and my friends did mostly dynamically.
looking at him do the routes is juz great!

he's a model climber.
zaki, is my climbg idol.
hehh.

ive been playing with e campus board lately.
there's this inclined board at one corner of the rock gym.
it has wooden 'tiles' drilled on it.
pinchers and crimpers.
pincher tiles coz u pinch them.
i cant climb up using e crimpers yet.
im still weak.
i can nw climb to the top using e pinchers.
its a great achievement coz i used to only fumble aft trying to move from one tile to another.
campus is movement on e wall using only ur hands.
and i think only one hand on a tile at a time.

haaz.
i shld increase my maximum number of pull ups asap so tht i can challenge wei-loong.
muahaha.
kinda made a pact with him last yr.
tho i think he's probably forgotten abt it alrd.
heh.
oh well.
dont matter.
the challenge is not beating others but beating urself!

oh ya.
i bought a pair of climbing shoes.
five-ten anasazi.
$136.50.
woo.
lucky i had my parents to sponsor it.

whoa.
this has been a really long entry.
and it just gets longer.
i wrote her a letter.
had jean to help me pass it to her.
its her birthday tmr.
hm.
cant wait for her reply.
thanks jean!
appreciate it a lot!

aight.
tht shld be enuff for these few weeks.
im out.

note.
modules that im taking for the first semester:
-engineering maths
-digital electronics [DE]
-principles of electrical & electronic engineering [PEEE]
-structured programming [C++ programming]
-project 1 [soldering, circuits and stuff]
and the stupidest module EVER in the whole freaking poly,
-character development [CD]

CD is like CME.
plain stupid.
and ima fail it if i dont get sufficient CIP hours.
then ima have to retake.
screw it.


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