Thursday, May 31, 2007
fuck.
i feel so fucking lonely.
tell me why when there're so many ppl around.
when i have family, friends.
feel so fucking miserable.
misserableee.
im barely hanging on to whatever string thats keepg me sane.
what am i thinking.
bloggings not gonna help.
i feel so fucking lonely.
tell me why when there're so many ppl around.
when i have family, friends.
feel so fucking miserable.
misserableee.
im barely hanging on to whatever string thats keepg me sane.
what am i thinking.
bloggings not gonna help.
++ posted by Hans @ 1:36 am |
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
rockmaster 12 is finally over.
a bit of a relief but still it was super.
i regretted handing over rockmaster to gary.
if i didnt, i wld have had a chance to make my own rockmaster.
then again, i wldnt have been able to make a rockmaster like what he had in mind.
im sure the kind of rockmaster he wanted was more grand but rockmaster XII was a success nonetheless.
i wont go into detail cuz theres just too much to say.
all of sprc was involved.
year 1s, year 2s, year 3s.
not forgetting the alumnis.
i had a great deal of fun.
seriously.
spendg nights w everyone.
workg together, cracking our brains to make things work.
testing/making awesome routes.
watching climbers from all around singapore compete.
no doubt many were stressed.
i understand the feeling.
however, i wasnt one of them.
i wasnt under stress.
it bugs me alot cuz im the president.
at least thts what i think i am.
was.
or whatever.
and all of it; i am to blame.
i dont recall what happened but i wasnt really involved in the initial stage of the MAKING of rockmaster.
rockmaster 12 had no essence of me when i was supposed to be in charge.
ok i can kick about all day about not being in charge.
its all too late to turn back.
ive more or less passed the baton.
its all my fault for being a lazy and irresponsible ass.
sorry wan and winson.
ive failed u guys but at least i made the right decision by handing rockmaster over to gary.
he did a great job, didnt he?
im not very useful am i.
so sad.
im not built for such responsibility or leadership.
one thing that i think i might be useful for is to train the year1s (and 2s).
not just to gather them up and conduct trainings but also to guide them during their climbs.
climbing is sharing.
i guess all i can do now is pass down all my experiences as a dedicated climber to the new climbing enthusiasts who are filling up half the rock gym nowadays.
and not forgetting to improve myself further for i still have much to learn.
my performance for rockmaster open wasnt too bad.
it was good actually.
quite good.
but not good enough.
i barely made it to the finals.
oh well.
give me one more year.
im going to win rockmaster 13.
watch for it people.
a bit of a relief but still it was super.
i regretted handing over rockmaster to gary.
if i didnt, i wld have had a chance to make my own rockmaster.
then again, i wldnt have been able to make a rockmaster like what he had in mind.
im sure the kind of rockmaster he wanted was more grand but rockmaster XII was a success nonetheless.
i wont go into detail cuz theres just too much to say.
all of sprc was involved.
year 1s, year 2s, year 3s.
not forgetting the alumnis.
i had a great deal of fun.
seriously.
spendg nights w everyone.
workg together, cracking our brains to make things work.
testing/making awesome routes.
watching climbers from all around singapore compete.
no doubt many were stressed.
i understand the feeling.
however, i wasnt one of them.
i wasnt under stress.
it bugs me alot cuz im the president.
at least thts what i think i am.
was.
or whatever.
and all of it; i am to blame.
i dont recall what happened but i wasnt really involved in the initial stage of the MAKING of rockmaster.
rockmaster 12 had no essence of me when i was supposed to be in charge.
ok i can kick about all day about not being in charge.
its all too late to turn back.
ive more or less passed the baton.
its all my fault for being a lazy and irresponsible ass.
sorry wan and winson.
ive failed u guys but at least i made the right decision by handing rockmaster over to gary.
he did a great job, didnt he?
im not very useful am i.
so sad.
im not built for such responsibility or leadership.
one thing that i think i might be useful for is to train the year1s (and 2s).
not just to gather them up and conduct trainings but also to guide them during their climbs.
climbing is sharing.
i guess all i can do now is pass down all my experiences as a dedicated climber to the new climbing enthusiasts who are filling up half the rock gym nowadays.
and not forgetting to improve myself further for i still have much to learn.
my performance for rockmaster open wasnt too bad.
it was good actually.
quite good.
but not good enough.
i barely made it to the finals.
oh well.
give me one more year.
im going to win rockmaster 13.
watch for it people.
++ posted by Hans @ 7:48 am |
Sunday, May 06, 2007
i tink its more or less confirmed now.
haii.
im still sick.
but better.
had fever on friday but it went away.
then it came back yesterday much hotter.
n today, the fever is gone.
but my stomach feels weird.
and the flu NEVER goes away.
urgh.
i hate flu.
haii.
im still sick.
but better.
had fever on friday but it went away.
then it came back yesterday much hotter.
n today, the fever is gone.
but my stomach feels weird.
and the flu NEVER goes away.
urgh.
i hate flu.
++ posted by Hans @ 4:01 pm |
Thursday, May 03, 2007
sorry for not blogging after so long.
didnt feel like i had to since very few come to read.
and those few always do not tag.
so this post is dedicated to kenneth yeo for prompting me to update.
a lot has happened for the past 2 months.
hah.
no kidding.
main events were cca recruitment, fo camp, training.
many signed up for SPRC.
best club in SP.
hahh.
see if they will stay.
no doubt many will leave.
half of those who signed up turned up for the fo camp.
from there i cld see some climbing enthusiasts already popping out.
training wasnt too bad.
letting them feel the tiles/walls.
as usual for starters.
earlier today [wednesday], at least 10 of the newcomers came to climb.
guys and girls.
on top of that, climbers from the 2nd year who rarely came, now come more often.
yay.
well thats great la.
a bonus for my 3rd year in poly.
but on another note, i suffered a great loss.
its inevitable i guess.
didnt feel like i had to since very few come to read.
and those few always do not tag.
so this post is dedicated to kenneth yeo for prompting me to update.
a lot has happened for the past 2 months.
hah.
no kidding.
main events were cca recruitment, fo camp, training.
many signed up for SPRC.
best club in SP.
hahh.
see if they will stay.
no doubt many will leave.
half of those who signed up turned up for the fo camp.
from there i cld see some climbing enthusiasts already popping out.
training wasnt too bad.
letting them feel the tiles/walls.
as usual for starters.
earlier today [wednesday], at least 10 of the newcomers came to climb.
guys and girls.
on top of that, climbers from the 2nd year who rarely came, now come more often.
yay.
well thats great la.
a bonus for my 3rd year in poly.
but on another note, i suffered a great loss.
its inevitable i guess.
++ posted by Hans @ 12:58 am |
1 Comments:
hey hans! cheer up! is yr burfeday! u haf friends arnd. nvr lonely :D all the best tml!
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