Sunday, May 09, 2004
hey ssup peeps? miss me?? guez nt.
juz takin a tinny winny break. went jogging. set alarm at arnd 0445. woke up at 0430. hehh.
stayin online makes me wna reinstall msn messenger but i cant. it'll make things worse thn they already are.
3 subjects over. el ml ss. all wif fucking difficulties heere n thrr. but i dun mind. im still a slacker. till death tears me apart. but its wat god wnts me to b so be it.
arghh!! wat is wif dis fucking fan?!!? juz work u damn dawgg! arghh fcuk it.
tagboards screwed. my brains screwed. my timings screwed. im screwed. screw evrything.
fuck man. i used to b able to run better in da morning. now, i gt 10:30 ++ for 2.4km! fuck dis shit man. screw tht. dis 1 thing tht i aint gna gif up on. its my lifee. its my top priority. wrong. its my 2nd highest priority. tht makes family 1st. i shoved education deep inside my asshole whr it cant b found.
i dno wht has gotten into me. juz bcoz of a lil off-timing. shudnt haf fucking jogged in da first place. i tink i broke my knuckle. ahh hu da fuck cares.
tagboards havin major hardware probz. ll' leave it fer now. u better fucking work a.s.a.p. or i'll flare at u! nahh. useless piece of shit.
damn man. been a long time since i break. dun haf time ter figure out ta continue da windmill. darmb darmb darmb.
im dis close - *shows thumb n index almost pinching* - to reinstalling msn. but i dun wna disappoint my parents. tht'll b da last thing i do. but i'll try my VERI best. i noe i wun b able to achieve much wif dis kinda attitude n work. but i'll do wht i can. i cant force myself to do wht i dun wna do. it juz obstructs my freedom. da least i can do is destroy one factor which is msn n work on da rest. i noe dis aint happenin 2 me onli. i guess majority of da ppl r xperiencing dis. so... i guess i'll juz fuck it. i do wht i wna do.
i nd a few cm more to reach da basketball hoop. tht'll b wht i plan 2 achieve b4 i start trying backflips again. hpe i get dunking as a b'day present instead of tht dumb mt o lvl paper. i hpe. nt long frm now. means i haf ta train hard. wat during exam period?? wht?? iz tht ur problem?? fck off.
finally my sweat has evaporated. tht dumb fucking fan sucks.
i juz realised sumth. nahh... nt completely true. i realised it long b4 i even started taking exam for sec 3. i dun fit to b in a 3ple science cls. i juz cant handle 3 sciences. cant even handle myself. nt onli tht. im nt in da rite mindset n attitude 2 even take o lvl. all i seek is play n no work.
aight... gna slack 4 a 'short' while more. fuck dis fucking fucked up whurll. im fucking off fer now.
juz takin a tinny winny break. went jogging. set alarm at arnd 0445. woke up at 0430. hehh.
stayin online makes me wna reinstall msn messenger but i cant. it'll make things worse thn they already are.
3 subjects over. el ml ss. all wif fucking difficulties heere n thrr. but i dun mind. im still a slacker. till death tears me apart. but its wat god wnts me to b so be it.
arghh!! wat is wif dis fucking fan?!!? juz work u damn dawgg! arghh fcuk it.
tagboards screwed. my brains screwed. my timings screwed. im screwed. screw evrything.
fuck man. i used to b able to run better in da morning. now, i gt 10:30 ++ for 2.4km! fuck dis shit man. screw tht. dis 1 thing tht i aint gna gif up on. its my lifee. its my top priority. wrong. its my 2nd highest priority. tht makes family 1st. i shoved education deep inside my asshole whr it cant b found.
i dno wht has gotten into me. juz bcoz of a lil off-timing. shudnt haf fucking jogged in da first place. i tink i broke my knuckle. ahh hu da fuck cares.
tagboards havin major hardware probz. ll' leave it fer now. u better fucking work a.s.a.p. or i'll flare at u! nahh. useless piece of shit.
damn man. been a long time since i break. dun haf time ter figure out ta continue da windmill. darmb darmb darmb.
im dis close - *shows thumb n index almost pinching* - to reinstalling msn. but i dun wna disappoint my parents. tht'll b da last thing i do. but i'll try my VERI best. i noe i wun b able to achieve much wif dis kinda attitude n work. but i'll do wht i can. i cant force myself to do wht i dun wna do. it juz obstructs my freedom. da least i can do is destroy one factor which is msn n work on da rest. i noe dis aint happenin 2 me onli. i guess majority of da ppl r xperiencing dis. so... i guess i'll juz fuck it. i do wht i wna do.
i nd a few cm more to reach da basketball hoop. tht'll b wht i plan 2 achieve b4 i start trying backflips again. hpe i get dunking as a b'day present instead of tht dumb mt o lvl paper. i hpe. nt long frm now. means i haf ta train hard. wat during exam period?? wht?? iz tht ur problem?? fck off.
finally my sweat has evaporated. tht dumb fucking fan sucks.
i juz realised sumth. nahh... nt completely true. i realised it long b4 i even started taking exam for sec 3. i dun fit to b in a 3ple science cls. i juz cant handle 3 sciences. cant even handle myself. nt onli tht. im nt in da rite mindset n attitude 2 even take o lvl. all i seek is play n no work.
aight... gna slack 4 a 'short' while more. fuck dis fucking fucked up whurll. im fucking off fer now.
++ posted by Hans @ 7:38 am |
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