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Thursday, July 29, 2004


nasim's tryina destroy our mood again. urgh. tht guy. sheesh.

pe was fun. played frisbee match. guys against guys. my team won. we almost lost but we changed our strategy n won. thn we fought wif the gal winners. we won. budden they complain.
"guys so tall. of course they win!"

in case u fergot. im short.

thn ms ho came in. but still they lost. wahahaaZ!
thn ms ho mixed us. gals+guys against guys+gals. mixed lahh.
thn i dno who win... was it a draw?? all i noe is tht it wasnt a trashing. u get wht i mean.

overall, so-so la. if onli thr were less ppl in a team. mayb 5 or 6 ppl to a team. evry1 was so jumbled up. i wld b able to conc better wif less ppl arnd.
so i din rly play properly juz now. coz i cldnt. hehh. lyk im soo gd liddat. sheesh.

thn b4 going for recess, i challenged wei-loong to the rope contest. lol. use onli a rope. who reaches the top first, wins.

he did. cuz he had a headstart. he was lyk, "one... two... three!!" n i was day-dreaming.
so i asked for a rematch. heh. but he suggested using two ropes instead. so we did. n i won.

unfortunately, i was rope burnt.
it wldnt haf happened if i went down slowly. instead, i slided down using onli my right hand on the rope. all the way down frm the top. ouch.

recess was quite disappointing. din haf my usual 3 chicken burgers. onli had a cupa coke n a chicken burger. oh no.. i owe weisong a buck. nvm, i'll repay him tmr.
furthermore, i had a stomachache. n my pe tee was so dirty manz. the field has gotten soo muddy. rain rain...

after recess was eng. nth much, juz did a few compre qns. din mind actually but the rope burn on my middle finger was killing me. cldnt even hold a pen properly. 's a gd thing i cld still hold up the finger. =D
maths... y m i tellin ya'all this? sheesh.

gt released at 1.35 for break due to AMC. australian mathematics competition. my whole class had to attend. we were heavily persuaded by aunty wong. sheesh.
waste my 7 bucks onli. wif tht i can buy 7 burgers or 14 cups of coke. haizz.. 7 bucks cld feed me for at least 2 days. instead, 75 mins of brain-cracking. hehh... n at the end of the day, wht do u get?? certificate of participation. rite. unless u get a distinction. hope i get a distinction. lyk last yr. lazy lazy also can get distinction. hehh.

thn, i went str8 hme. cuz i cldnt find the dudes anywhr. prolly they had decided whr to go or wht to do n had long gone.

man... i've been having dreams... dreams of her... juz whn i made a decision to forget.
how can i forget whn she keeps popping up in my head, appearing in my dreams n stands out in the crowd evrytime. its lyk if she's thr, among all people - at least more thn 10 - she'll b the one who my eyes target.

it aint me. i dun wna look at her. if possible, nt even having her at the corner of my eyes.
im having a phobia of slping now... i dun wna dream of her. the dreams seem to get more pleasant each time. its as if im falling into some kinda trap. hpe i dun fall any deeper.
tmr's a friday. fridays always brighten my day. usually.

haizz... wht is god hinting me noww... cant be studies... totally unrelated. out of topic. fail. zero. sayonara try tomorrow nice to know ya.

but i do feel a bit of tht 'heaven' kinda feeling whn i dream of or see her.. quite pleasant... but i wna stop. thr's no point in such feelings. probability 12% [dun ask me whr i got the digit]. nt even close to 50%.

i dun feel satisfied yet. still wna blog more but i've run out of gas. im nt swinging. strange. usually i wld. u guys know rite..? esp whn it comes to these typa stuffs.

alrite... i dun wna let ya'all read crap [tho my entries are crap] any longer. so cya'all.



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