u know wht?
i haf to tell her.
i've finally found out wht i missed.

rmb mr. Z? my uncle? he told me to clear my mind so tht i can concentrate on studying. i did all he told me. apologised to my parents for all the bad things i've done to thm... letting thm down n stuff... n i also asked god for forgiveness.

thrs sumthing missing. sumth tht keeps bugging me.
no wonder i cant concentrate.

i haf to tell her. somehow.

thanks ginny, for making me realise this.
you're right ginny. im nt the type who gives up easily.
i muz get to the bottom of this to get to my 7As. n if it helps by telling her sumth,
i have to do it. i have to do this. its for my own good. i guess.

all i fear is wht will happen after i tell her. it will affect our relationship in one way or another.
fear is juz a barrier. i haf to break thru the barrier.
its my job to do wht i must. to get wht i wnt.

wish me luck.

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