Thursday, July 08, 2004
yo.
tmr speech day. skool end at 1015. wth. shldnt haf skool one riite??? sheesh. no wonder nobody clapped whn nasim announced it. well, xcept for lucio. lol. he was juz playin along whn no1 clapped. lol.
man. i feel so different. so weird. lyk so doubtful. dno wht to do. whether to sit n stare at the cloudless blue sky or to do sumth.
yalahh... sheesh. haizz... dno whether other ppl haf same views abt tht.
but i dun rly care tho. tis' juz me. love me or hate me; this' who i am. rmb tht. thts my 2nd motto. my 1st is let nature take its course. which shld xplain y i dun haf the urgency as wht mrs wong has mentioned to my parents. i seem to b doing things slowly.. taking my time. as tho i haf all the time in the world... however, whn the time dued is very soon, thn i'll rush. n mess up evrything. i juz plainly suck. at lotsa things.
sheesh.. still pessimistic?? hmm... i m gd at quite a lot of things arent i?? i dno. im negative most of the time. my optimistic thinking has vanished.
i wonder. abt sumth... haizz. i dun wna repeat my mistake. im afraid of wht might happen. if i fail again, lotsa things cld change. im afraid of the change. the change of nature's course... my life will b unbalanced. i will fall to 1 side n long 2 go 2 the other. wht crap. dun even understand wht im implying.
clueless abt wht im talking abt?? well, ur supposed 2 b. after all, life is full of mysteries. u haf to xplore n work things out. hehh. as if im doing tht. im lyk doing the opposite. but anyway, dun b influenced by my bad attitude. do the right thing. unsure? ask. n again, im very doubtful. n i aint asking. simply bcoz, it aint ez. i dun even noe wht kind of shame will overwhelm mi. shame n attention juz aint my cup a' tea...
well take care guys. cya.
tmr speech day. skool end at 1015. wth. shldnt haf skool one riite??? sheesh. no wonder nobody clapped whn nasim announced it. well, xcept for lucio. lol. he was juz playin along whn no1 clapped. lol.
man. i feel so different. so weird. lyk so doubtful. dno wht to do. whether to sit n stare at the cloudless blue sky or to do sumth.
yalahh... sheesh. haizz... dno whether other ppl haf same views abt tht.
but i dun rly care tho. tis' juz me. love me or hate me; this' who i am. rmb tht. thts my 2nd motto. my 1st is let nature take its course. which shld xplain y i dun haf the urgency as wht mrs wong has mentioned to my parents. i seem to b doing things slowly.. taking my time. as tho i haf all the time in the world... however, whn the time dued is very soon, thn i'll rush. n mess up evrything. i juz plainly suck. at lotsa things.
sheesh.. still pessimistic?? hmm... i m gd at quite a lot of things arent i?? i dno. im negative most of the time. my optimistic thinking has vanished.
i wonder. abt sumth... haizz. i dun wna repeat my mistake. im afraid of wht might happen. if i fail again, lotsa things cld change. im afraid of the change. the change of nature's course... my life will b unbalanced. i will fall to 1 side n long 2 go 2 the other. wht crap. dun even understand wht im implying.
clueless abt wht im talking abt?? well, ur supposed 2 b. after all, life is full of mysteries. u haf to xplore n work things out. hehh. as if im doing tht. im lyk doing the opposite. but anyway, dun b influenced by my bad attitude. do the right thing. unsure? ask. n again, im very doubtful. n i aint asking. simply bcoz, it aint ez. i dun even noe wht kind of shame will overwhelm mi. shame n attention juz aint my cup a' tea...
well take care guys. cya.
++ posted by Hans @ 6:04 pm |
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