dumbshit. woke up early in the morning. n went back
to slp. woke up again n checked tht i woke up later
thn i wnted to. looked for the alarm clock. tht damn thing
din wake me up properly. realised it wasnt at whr it was
supposed to b. i moved my body arnd lazily to look for
it n found it somewhr arnd my legs. how the held did it
get thr.

sprang up, showered, ate n went for 2.4.

i damn *toottoot* suck lor. izit bcoz i gained 1 kilo n
cldnt run as fast as b4? wtf. 10.53. tht freaking sucks
a freaking athlete's ass lorh. if i consider myself as one.
but at tht timing, 2.4 is a *toottoot* lorr.
*toottoot* *toottoottoot*!! wht is the *toottoot*
use of working out n carrying my weight a hundred
times using my legs?? damn. shld haf carried more.

everytime i come bak after jogging, i bring back bad news.
haizz. this is life. i haf to overcome the obstacles. if its bad,
i can make it gd. i mean, even tho i gt such a *toot* up
timing, i can improve by trying harder cant i?? thomas edison
for example. if it wasnt for his endurance n perseverance, trying
thousands of times to get the bulb working, we
wldnt b working in a bright environment. who noes; i might
achieve wht i wnt or sumth even better if endure n persevere.

haizz. later gt chan lesson. i din noe. was juz chillin after being
*t00t* by my timing, maAa asked me whether i was going.
i was lyk, "huhh???" damn. still gt half an hr. 9. haizz.
so exhausted. but niamind. im better off in sch thn at hme
giving attention to my comp.

i wonder whr the 1 kilo piled up. my arms r still as thin
as bamboo. my legs seems to b as weak as they were b4
n my body dun seem to b any 'bigger' in any way.

godd... bragging abt mi n my crap. im veri worried for
my dad. he has cough. nt lyk us teens. i think he has
dry cough or sumth. he can b considered old n all.

im worried for my mom too. going massages n using
massaging machines thingie doesnt seem to b
improving her condition. every one of her struggle
whn she walks n do things requiring her legs makes
mi feel awfully hurt n very worried. haizz.

im worried for my bro too who is serving NS.
i wonder how he is doing in camp. hope he's
fine.

im also worried for my granny. she's nt hme.
she's at my aunt's place. she's getting old. hpe
she's doing well thr. but im sure she's treated
very well. unlyk mi n my family; always bz wif
our lives.

hpe they get well soon. i pray for their well-being.

n my other bro; lol. he's working. yahh. at the zoo!!
cool bro! wonder wht he's doing. entertainment or
wht. haaZ. u go bro!

aiya. heckz. ima b late for chan's lesson. since
i gt to noe abt it late. if he scolds mi, i'll talkback.
i mean he was lyk veri doubtful abt having a
remedial 2day. VERY. i wasnt told abt this.
i doubt many will come. if they do, they mite
haf been told abt it ytd after i went off.
hehh racist. nahh. dun jump 2 conclusions.

anyway, i target to gain to 60 kilos by the end of this yr.
mayb a backflip too? or an aerial??
nahh. prolly the heated-up perseverance n
confidence to achieve my goals in the 'o's.
yehh. cya'all.

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