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Monday, August 23, 2004


yoyoyo.
today was fine. had cls photo-taking. changed into cls tee
for informal photo. we had to change in double quick time.
we had to wear on.
i however had already worn it inside my uniform. veri
uncomfortable but i got used to it soon after.
well, at least this yr im nt the first guy. heh. +grinZ+

after tht, din change. wore it till i went hme. i got to
roam arnd sch during MT period. lolZ. since im nt
retaking mly, i haf free time. it was last period. i went
to the canteen n saw all the lower secondary n sec 3 & 4
Ns. drank a bit n stuff n went to atrium. walked arnd summore.
generally, i roamed arnd sch at tht period.

had phy remedial after sch. was thinkin of skippin it. but
din. i kinda tricked wilson into skipping. ahakZ.
he wnted to skip. so did i. so we went. budden, after
stoning wif rahimi n crapped wif him ever-so-much,
we din know wht to do. so he went hme n i went for
remedial.

we were dismissed earlier.
mr chan has gone for re-service n mr tan has taken over.
i went straight hme.

im eating my mcchicken meal. yumm.

physics prac prelim exam tmr. sumhow, i feel the chills
abt the prelims. like im nt ready for it. nvr felt
like this b4. nt even during PSLE. hpe i dun cock-up.

wht u said tht time made me angry. u made an assumption tht is way out of reality. i noe its ur opinion but i think such opinions r best to b kept to urself.
if u wna assume tht i lyk someone else as well, at least say someone more 'realistic'. saying her is like saying tht u lyk ur own brother. come on. i thot u knew better. this small thing has made me avoid u till now. n our friendship has nt been tht good even b4 tht. u know it too rite? admit it. we juz cant go on lyk dis. thrs no use having such things whn u dun rly appreciate thm.
rmb saying tht u wnted to back out? well, u changed ur mind thn. but now, i think we shld back out. we treat each other like anyone else n tht we dun rly get along tht well. i admit tht i get very irritated by ur sarcasm n all. we shld juz concentrate on lessons in cls n nt disturb each other. so... later.. fren.

u shld noe hu u r. i hpe ur reading this. i wun b telling
u straight 2 ur face or even write to u. im juz gna pretend
as how we were during the lower secondary yrs.
strangers.

im finally gaining control over myself. as in, at the
stage in which i dun rly think abt her much. m glad.
but am confused y i m glad abt it. m also still confused
y i lyk her soo much. sheesh.

im gone. cya'all.


++ posted by Hans @ 6:30 pm |

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