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Tuesday, September 28, 2004


i cant stand watching my results suffer
that way.
i cant stand watching me use the
computer as if i can pass the 'O's
without workin my ass.
coz after looking at my prelim results,
you can say that i have achieved
being the last asshole in class.


L1R5: 28
are you happy now, hans?
go ahead, slack.
play your stupid computer games
and go out with your friends.
follow them; get influenced.
when they eat shit, go eat shit
as well.


i'm not saying that they're bad
or anything but you gotta be
independent.
think on your own.
work on your own.
is it so hard?


you have only stored sufficient
potential energy to last until
the end of sec 2.
and by then, the kinetic energy formed
from the potential energy has already
turned into chemical energy.
which is shit.
and best part is, it stayed that way.
that's probably why you're called a shithead.
and you had the freaking nerve to
call yourself smart. ass.


you're not a cup full of milo.
you're not a tissue box full of tissue.
you're not a bag full of books.
and you're not a pair of lungs
full of fresh oxygen.
you are just an asshole full of
shit.
the black sheep shit of
a graduating triple science class.


that was just to encourage myself.
or simply helps downgrade myself
so that i can do something to upgrade.
i really do not know what's gonna
happen.
totally clueless.
with such grades for prelim, how am
i going to decide where to go or what
to do in the near future.


if i start now.
or today rather.
i have 5 days per subject.
quite insufficient.
but still workable.
possible.
at least better than a 28
for L1R5 huhh?


after school, which was 6pm,
went to eat KFC.
then, went to play basketball
at a basketball court somewhere
near mayflower secondary campus 2
and AWWA home.
with Putra, Eemeng, Gabriel, Desmond,
Ethan, Jensen, Chunyi, Daniel and myself.


i could practically sit at one corner
of the court and nobody would
have given a shit about it.
coz my basketball skills are so
useless.
i dont even think they're called
skills.
we played half a court.
at first, i was inside to pick up
deflected balls.
but Ethan steals every ball i take.
best part is, he's my teammate.
so i moved.
feeling i was useless there.
i stood at the new spot,
waiting for the ball,
which eventually gets passed to
another teammate or goes to
the other team.
i only get to pick stray balls and
hold them for 2 seconds.


now i really know how useless i am.
how useless i've become.
now you certainly cannot object
that because i've got proof mentioned
above.
then again, who would wanna object?

out.


++ posted by Hans @ 4:36 am |

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