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Tuesday, September 21, 2004


something tells me i should do
something about it.
but i know i can do nothing
to change things.
so what do i do?
sit and watch?
exactly.

im feeling so insecure.
so doubtful.
paranoid.
what's this man...
the prelims are over and im
still stressed up.
well, maybe i should be.
but im not stressed up
because of what im supposed
to be stressed of.

i know i shouldnt let it
happen in front of my eyes
while i do nothing.
but i cant do anything.

wait.
hold on.
the 3rd paragraph sounded
like the 1st.
i rephrased it.
hmmm...
wasnt on purpose...

this means i've got nothing
else to say about that.
therefore i shall carry on...

the last prelim paper which
was A. Maths paper 2 was
a lot easier than expected.
this was the first time ever
that i had completed an
A. Maths exam paper.
well, that made history.
=)

the month of October,
will be a month of mugging.
everyone's gonna mug.
majority at least.
especially me.
i hope.
this is my last shot to
study.
because my first [second
actually +smirk] 'O' Level
paper is on the 2nd of November.
the last paper is, i think, on the
18th.
oh well.
who cares.
it's just 'O' Level.

halt.
you're really gonna buy that?
sorry.
it aint for sale.
it's an antique collection
of mine which i will keep
deep inside my ass
where no one will be able
to reach it.

in case some of you sorry
asses didnt get what i meant,
i shall rephrase it in a simple,
formal manner.

i was kidding.

alright now.
are ya happy??
good.
coz the time now is for me
to get my unforgivable
buttocks to bed.
there is, in fact, school
tomorrow.
and no breaks for me.
coz, like i've said, i have
unforgivable buttocks.
which does not make sense
does it?
+thinks

maybe too much of thinking
and having triple threats --
insecurity, doubt, paranoia --
have caused my cerebrum
to break down.
wow.
i still remember bio?
that is great!
brilliant!
marvellous!

where was i...?

never mind...

this is News Hans Tonight.
i am Mohd Hanif.
Goodnight.


++ posted by Hans @ 10:46 pm |

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