i have not been paying much attention to my blog lately.
things change.
nothing is what it seems anymore.
deceiving indeed.
and exactly what am i talking about?
no idea so far.

been quite nostalgic.
reminiscing about this and that.
i just cant leave the past behind me.
some songs reminds me of the past.
songs like i miss you, yeah, perfect, my immortal, in the shadows and many more.
even the word 'peirce' can deal a great damage to my anti-nostalgia shield.
hahh.
bullshit.
what i meant was, thinking about peirce can remind me of a lot about the past.
although only 4 years spent there, it was a life-changing experience.
no.
life-evolving experience.

amor... no es amor...
what am i feeling..? what am i doing wrong??

precisely.
is this an illusion that i have in my heart?
i am utterly confused.
over something inevitable.
at least to me.
im sure some people are l33t h4xx0rs and uber skilled to be able to avoid such a merciless thingy.
i confess.
i admit.
i am a weakling who cant even maintain my own emotional stability.
its like i can just lose an electron or two with a blink of an eye and even gain it as well.
haizz..
cant be helped.
i've evolved into such an unstable state.
such things are irreversible.
unless a miracle happens.

hahh.
im bullshit-ing again.

lonelyy...
im mr. lonely...
i have nobody... for my own..

hehh.
i still remember one song that can somehow calm me down.

take my photo of the wall if it just wont sing for you.
cause all that's left has gone away and there's nothing there for you to proof...

... . .. . . . .... .. . . . . ...
hm.
there's a heavy atmosphere in the air.
my dad is not happy.
in times like this would it be useful that i have something to do outside.
too bad there's none.
urgh.
cant be helped, can it?

maybe i'll use this time to blast my ears with good old rock and rNb while changing my blogskin or something.
im out.

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