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Monday, October 02, 2006


leaving your blog alone for more than a month is definitely not a good habit to keep.
but i just couldnt help it.
i wonder how i had the free time to blog regularly last time.
maybe because i had free time.
recently, ive been busy with stuff.
you get me when i say stuff.

however, ive had plans to reduce my climbing days.
limiting it to only fridays.
doubt i'd follow but its worth a try.
for the sake of my studies.
and for the study table in my room.
that shit needs cleaning.
also, my bed has fallen apart.
and i think i still have my primary school textbooks.
need to find time for spring cleaning.

apart from all those, im sick of this skin.
thinking of changing it.
no inspiration to make a new one.
even if i end up making a new one, with inspiration, it'd be crap anyways.
so i guess i'd just find one.

when i have the time.

you know, ive never had so much fun in a camp before.
a camp with so-so activities, quite little free time yet good all-you-can-eat food and awesome groupmates.
well, you cant always get everything going your direction.
so far, all the camps ive been to have been in school.
be it primary, secondary or poly.
and this was the FIRST camp, EVER, to have taken me out of school.
with a grand overseas trip.
an overnight cruise to redang island.
2 days 2 nights of staying in redang island resort.
1 and a half hours of boating to mainland malaysia.
and 12 hours of bus ride home from terengganu.
and of course with some activities during the cruise and the stay at the resort.

great experience.
all of a sudden, i was so damn glad to have been given the chance and be accepting the position to lead the club.
everyone knows ive not been doing it well.
as long as ive lived, ive been a follower not a leader.
budden, a good leader is a good follower.
so what the crap.


i really had fun la.

rocking inside the cruise as it shook steadily.
no liquid in any glass could sit still.

being gentle [not gay!] .
like i said, reach out to your inner ladies, guys.

interacting with new peeps.
i hardly knew anyone in the tribe [group].
in fact, i didnt.
but it was fun getting to know them.
quiet ones, rowdy ones, cheeky, etc.


and im blogging about it a week late.
hahh.
and i missed her a lot then.
more than i miss LTC now.
that 4 days was the longest time we've not seen each other.
the longest was 3 days until i had to leave on a cruise to find myself another girl.

now who would believe that?
besides, there were only 24 girls in LTC.
4 per group.
i bet the girls had more fun somehow?

i managed to call her though.
almost every night.
but still, hearing is never the same as seeing that cute face, with those kawaii dimples, small sharp teeth, baby fringe hair and small sepet eyes.
and growing biceps!
foooooo~
and my phone bill is so gonna soar and roar like phoenix after those calls.

i wanna go LTC again next year.
and start a 'phoenix revival' or something.
hahh.
afterall, it was only the beginning of phoenix.

faaaaasst!
fasting.
today's the ninth day of the fasting month.
21 days to go.
and school's back.
im not gonna skip anymore classes this semester.
i'll try my best.

aight.
time to catch a little nap before getting ready for school.
sucks to be living so far away from school.
i feel like moving to somewhere in the East-West Line.
and living close to the MRT station.
just taking one train to school and one train back.
living where i am right now requires me to take a bus to the MRT station, and having a dilemma of whether to take a train towards marina bay or jurong east.
because both ways take almost the same amount of time.
however, i'd always have to change train at either ends.
unless i take the Pasir Ris train towards jurong east.

i think ive been complaining too much.
zz zz zz zz zz.


++ posted by Hans @ 7:10 am |

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