Sunday, September 16, 2007
been sleeping a lot.
for the past 2 days, i've had about 20 hours of sleep.
definitely more.
slept till i couldn't stand closing my eyes anymore.
now i'm awake.
on a sunday afternoon.
having exhausted the option of 'sleep-when-you-have-nothing-to-do'.
and flicking an ant off my laptop every several minutes.
i have nothing to do.
there.
i've made my point.
ok so i feel disconnected.
from everything.
like everyone's doing something and you're not.
no.
i just feel lost.
stuck in this room with no one around except my brother who, unlike me, is able to sleep.
im not making any sense.
i wanna run away.
not literally run away but just go somewhere.
anywhere.
alone if i had to.
my parents gonna collect the keys to the house in JB soon.
now that gives me a bunch of ideas.
whether it is possible to execute, time will tell.
i wanna leave this place.
this place being my room.
for the past 2 days, i've had about 20 hours of sleep.
definitely more.
slept till i couldn't stand closing my eyes anymore.
now i'm awake.
on a sunday afternoon.
having exhausted the option of 'sleep-when-you-have-nothing-to-do'.
and flicking an ant off my laptop every several minutes.
i have nothing to do.
there.
i've made my point.
ok so i feel disconnected.
from everything.
like everyone's doing something and you're not.
no.
i just feel lost.
stuck in this room with no one around except my brother who, unlike me, is able to sleep.
im not making any sense.
i wanna run away.
not literally run away but just go somewhere.
anywhere.
alone if i had to.
my parents gonna collect the keys to the house in JB soon.
now that gives me a bunch of ideas.
whether it is possible to execute, time will tell.
i wanna leave this place.
this place being my room.
++ posted by Hans @ 2:13 pm |
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